I have longed to be a parent, and for the past few years my prayers have been so close to being answered.

I have had 8 miscarriages, 8 pregnancies, 8 trips to the midwife, 8 trips to the early pregnancy unit, 8 scans with bad news, 8 seperate events of sheer heart ache.

I long to be a mummy. I long to dedicate my life to my child. E is also longing to join me on the journey of parent hood, but have been constantly kicked in the teeth.

But then...at the weekend, I decided to get some tests after having suspicious symptoms and realising my period was late...and there it was...that little line which means it all. We have been giving another chance. The other test was also a strong positive...and I am 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant today. We are so happy.

The hormones are flying, ive got strong pregnancy symptoms - but im feeling fantastic!! Ive got such a positive feeling about this pregnancy, im hoping its a sticky!

We are going to the doctors tomorrow for bloods and to request an early scan to ease the worry, our little beanie should have a heartbeat by now!!

Today, I feel elated and so lucky to be here, in love with my amazing partner and expecting our first child...I really hope this is our time.

Mimi xx