Being on my own is very liberating and yet very lonely. I find myself with more time on my hands than i have ever had. i just cant seem to fill my days once im done with work... my new puppy takes up some of my time but she has a cold so she needs to take it easy and there is only so much for so long you can do with her. I chose the name Lexie if anyone cares lol :)

For once the boys in my life arent taking up enough time... usually i cant escape all their drama but now everything is contained to the weekends if anything... Mike has been coming over whenever he can and i still like spending time with him but i think in the interests of my actual relationship with greg i need to try and take it down a couple noches. There is such a thing as being too close to a friend especially when its a guy. But how do i pull away when i still want to have a friendship with him??

Ian has been talking about coming to visit and even though i have almost convinced myself that it will never happen i still get butterflies in my stomach when i think about it.

I think Ryan, my construction worker, might have been attempting to ask me to hang out but of course stupid me picks up the signal wayyy to late! He asked me whether or not a had beer in my apt, which of course i do, i do hang out with all guys. I said yes but then didnt really follow it up with a definite invitation or anything :( Yaaa im that smooth apparently! aughhhhh

So i did something possibly even more stupid, i created a profile on an online dating site.... and i have actually been talking to a guy i am considering hanging out with this coming weekend. Keith is in the military and is very cute. He doesnt seem like a bad guy or a creeper, but i still have my doubts. I mean do people actually find others online?? I see eharmony commercials (not what im on btw... i could never pay for that) and i seriously dont think people fall in love via emails or instant messaging.

Anyways i'm always open for commentary or advice, inspiration or purely randomness. :) Bye for now!