The hardest thing of all in a long distance relationship for me, is the not being able to make the hurt of the lady I love go away. When something is bothering her, I want to be there, to hold her, to talk to her, to touch her and show her the love that i have for her. I guess I am a fixer. If something is broken, I want to make it right once more. I want to make her happy again. Sometimes you need the person you love to talk to, to get through the heartaches of the day, Sometimes when you feel let down by family, your other half is usually there to talk it through.
And thats what i miss, I feel so helpless that I can't give her the touches, or the looks that say so much without saying a word. Sometimes, just by putting my arm around her shoulder, I can feel her stresses leaving her as she relaxes into my arm.
So it's with heavy heart that I fall asleep tonight. My nightly wish of love will wing its way towards her as always, but tonight I am sending her extra special wishes along with a prayer to give hera little bit extra and resoloution to todays difficulties.
Sleep well my daahrling, I love you
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