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Hold me now
One of the things I hate about being so far from my lady is the fact that I can't give her a hug when she has had a stressful day at work. I can hear the hurt in her voice and the pain in her tone when things are going wrong with work colleagues. I think its always good to be able to talk out your troubles with the one you love, but the little things like a hug, or the simplest of touches on the hand can make a connection that can seem to make things so much better.
When I am there, one of the things I do for her is massage her feet. She comes home to me and her feet are killing her because of the high heels( I don't know WHY she wears em, just they hurt her....she's a woman and vanity is everything....right? :o) ) Anyway her feet really really hurt, so while she tells me about her day i force her to take off her shoes while i rub her feet. Ok this sorta gross's her out because she doesn't want me massaging her ....errrr 'perspiring' feet (cos ladies don't sweat........Yeah right :o) ) But i'm bigger than her and in construction so she doesn't REALLY get a say in it :o)
But one thing i do know, is that the magic of someone actually caring about you to hug you, massage you as they listen and talk to you about your troubles is very intimate. I miss that. My lady and I try to talk through our worries and troubles that go on in our day to day lives....and thats great, I love being there for her and trying to help where I can, supporting her where she needs and pointing out things that she might not have seen, or a different perspective. But i hate not being able to hold her, or to wipe away the tears or see her smile when I hear her giggle. It makes it hard to not be sad that I can't do anything other than listen, and be supportive, when all i want to do is put my arms around her and tell her it will be ok. Its like a job half done, if you know what i mean?
Anyway, I needed to share this tonight, this feeling of helplessness. Not because i don't want her to not share with me to save my feelings, not at all, I wanted to share with you because I am man enough to take it, rough and the smooth, And I'm banking the hugs ready for collection one day. My reward will be in heaven, and my heaven, is in my baby's arms.
Posted by Waasyon on 2009-10-28 18:53:56 | Rating: | Views: 38
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