is there a way to get the music to autoplay? I just couldnt read it after I knew you posted lyrics and not the real song.

Just by reading this blog it seems like your wife doesnt understand your haterid or pain? Or your not letting her close enough?
I go through days where i cant even look at people with out breaking down,
Isnt the greatist feeling.
Hope things get brighter for you
Jaz

there is so much i could say, yet all i can tell you is that sometimes, more than naught the ones we love let us down, we can not change who we love, as the heart wants what/who the heart wants, and we can't change them to make them love us as we love them, we can olny change ourselves and our reactions....and ether glean and move on, savoring the good memories, or we can allow it to break us....and then where are we? lost..alone..filled with thoughts of revenge, or desolate...i choose to hold my head high...maybe he'll still see me above the crowd!

So many people just want to be loved yet so many are so selfish. No matter I suppose.

The lyrics were done by a Hardcore band of which I forget. The wording is from the movie "Mississippi Burning" The audio snippet I am used to hearing is from a song by the artist Klank. Song called Leave.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufCK0zVgHOY

*sigh* You can come sit in the dark with me for a while...you can yell all you want here...no one will hear and the only people to hit here are the shadows of the demon's release in this place.