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I had a dream the other night and in it my parents were back together. I knocked on their bedroom door and when I walked in my mom was asleep in the bed and my dad was standing in the room. It seemed like a flashback to my childhood because I remember many days going into their bedroom to see that picture, but it was different in my dream because I was all grown up. It was crazy. I thought all the emotions I had about my parents break up was past me. I know I took it the hardest because I didn't just see it as my dad cheating on my mom, I saw it as my dad choosing another family over us. It was hard for me to understand how a person could not only break their commitment to their spouse, but also to their children. I made a vow to never ever do that to my children or my husband. I just wish my dad had that same commitment. Okay, this is not to bash my dad. We have a nice relationship now. I don't think my parents will ever get back together it is probably just wishful thinking. They have been apart for about 10 years now and both have moved on with their lives. I choose to remember the good family memories that I had because I did have a great childhood. I just wish I could rewrite the part after my childhood.
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Posted by VirtuousNay on 2008-02-14 09:09:42 | Rating: | Views: 28
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