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Night spent on the phone to the very charming and humerous Dodgey D. He said he wouldnt be on for long but of course i twisted his arm. Lots of talk about being excited due to our meet this Saturday and really wanting to meet, not because one of us had a free night with nothing to do, but actually needing to meet the person. The more i think about D, the more i get slightly miffed that we wont click on the meet, its kind of 50/50. He had me in stitches over clothing shops, called him Next boy and he went on about me having him in rags and selling clothes pegs. To which i called him a snob. All very chortle chortle , i must admit he was on a roll. I heard one of his sons in the back ground(the oldest one at 11) and felt a bit weird. So i hung up! He called me back and i explained i didnt want to listen in, he just laughed at me. We havent discussed the kids much i was suprised when he did show me a picture of his two boys. In fact we havent discussed our pasts at all or anything i would normally be dying to know, EX'S,JOBS, KIDS, HOUSES, SEX stuff like that. Its real nice to just laugh at things and not take it all too seriously or turn it into something 'sordid' like sex talk. Refreshing but does make me wonder how he is about certain subjects, all he has ever said is if you get on and click outside the bedroom it will work in the bedroom and i do believe that. Im not expecting him to be amazing in bed, well no man can do for me what electricity or batteries can do, so he doesnt have too much to beat lol Of course him being 36 almost 37 im expecting him to be a little more relaxed but set in his ways in the bedroom. If it ever gets to that stage i will tell all!
I really WANT it to work out well, i feel like im thinking to far ahead and expecting too much but i always do that and dont know if i could ever not think that way. I suppose i get over the disappointment reasonably quickly but still JUST WORK OUT DAMNIT!!

There wont be any calls or online chats tonight, he is out with his friend, and i have my weigh in and a friend over for a post holiday gossip. I think i will miss talking to him. I admit to looking forward to speaking to him even at this early stage, he has me smitten with his banter.

Still weigh in should be good. Just so you know i started my diet weighing in at a massive 19 stone 4 lbs in June and last week i was down to 16 st 8 so i am hoping to have broke the 3 stone barrier and more!! will tell tomorrow how i did.

For now that is all