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At this point I have no idea. I am so confused with all my emotions that I don't know anymore. I like him so much and it just feels so unreal. I actually think that I may love him but no worries I havn't told him that. He has just left to go to his class and I am getting ready for work.
Last night I wrote him a long letter about how exactly I feel about this situation and him. I shy away from human affection so this was a big deal for me. After I got done writting I was so set on giving it to him today but then when I woke up I decided I wasnt going to give it to him. but then when he came over today I let him read it. I was so embarrassed because that was my heart on three sheets of lined paper. It was uncomfortable but in the most comfortable way. Does that make any sense?
I really can't seem to write enough words on this that will express all these feelings I have inside me. Everytime he looks at me I can feel this connection as if we are together and thats the way it should be. But at the same time I feel guilty because I don't want to hurt Forrest either. Forrest hasn't really done anything to hurt me. But sometimes love is like that it starts of great but then it loses its fire. But is it possible to love someone and then have that happen? Or does it all go back to the idea that you just really love the idea of having that love. i wish I just had all the answers. I don't really need any more pain and deception in my life but none of us do. I would love advice but so far no one here has commented. But thats fine too I guess.
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Posted by VeinsDecayed on 2008-01-28 16:06:58 | Rating: | Views: 48
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all in a nice way from me:-maybe you want to give out and let him know how you feel, pass on the love that's inside waiting to explode, hoping for a particula reaction, insecurities?the need to feel the same back? try asking yourself and analysing the words things that you wrote to him, maybe you get an inclin as to how you realy feel.
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Posted by invalid
on 2008-01-28 16:31:01
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hey, i'm reading all the new posts and i love responding to anything and anyone. i think writing your feelings down and letting him read it is brave. sometimes writing is alone a great way to get alot of thoughts and feelings out in a more 'organized' fashion. i suggest that you ask him how HE feels about everything concerning your relationship. guys often don't 'feel' the way ladies do. we tend to be much more emotional about stuff than guys. yes it is possible to love and continue loving the same way and intensity for many years to come. don't lose what you have, but be sure he feels the same way. communication is the best way to get things sorted out.
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Posted by iPonder
on 2008-01-28 16:35:47
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