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I have been having trouble sleeping lately, why I am really not sure, I guess right now I have alot on my mind. With work, money issues, and my upcoming wedding. I mean yes things are going good in my life and I really can not complain, its just somedays I get stressed at work...more so from the driving around I do, than the actaul work I do. And with money, its seems I get my pay check, and it goes to bills... and Gas.. and with winter coming up, my heat bill is getting high...Oh well I mean I know I will be fine... but now I want to save money for both a new car.. since I really dont know how much longer mine is gonna last.. And I am hoping to get married in the summer or mid fall of 2008. That is something I am also trying to think about.. I know what type of wedding I want, and I have most of it planned out, its just pulling it all together.. and making sure that I have the money. But right now I am happy with my life.. which is something new to me... I mean yea in the past i have been happy, but not this happy, I just want it to last
Sometimes I just wish I could go back to when I was yonger and things were alot easier... but then again when I think back to being a teenager... I still had alot of stuff to deal with.. Ie friends, school, just trying to get threw the teen years with out much damage lol. So i guess if i wanted to go back to a time in my life it would have to be when I was a kid... when my worst problem was whether or not I played inside or outside. But then I would have to grow up and go through life and everything that comes with it.
I am not sure what I am trying to say in all my ramblings.. I guess I am saying that no matter where you are in life.. or who you are.. you are always gonna be faced with challenges and obstacles.. I guess it is how one deals with them and learns from them is what matters. I know in my life I have been through some serious stuff... and yes in a way I wish i could turn back the time and change it... but at the same time... it was an experience that I had to go through in life to learn something, and all my life experiences has made me who I am today
I guess I think too much at times... thats my problem.. sorry if I didnt make much sense during my ramblings and thanks for readin
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Posted by UtopiaDawn on 2007-12-21 20:26:13 | Rating: | Views: 89
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Total sense...I get it..good luck saving up for your wedding and new car...I never have any luck with money, I try not to think about it too much!
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Posted by Rajah1116
on 2007-12-21 20:54:07
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let your fingers talk and the rambling always comes together in the end, good post, keep it up.
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison
on 2007-12-21 21:04:20
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Thanks, I am sure that I will have more blogs that are nothing but ramblings...i tend to have alot on my mind... And I do have luck saving money, I just have to see what i need to cut back on... ( ie my daily trip to get coffee ect)
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Posted by UtopiaDawn
on 2007-12-21 21:20:09
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Heey , i get that sleeping thing too. Just randomly can't get to sleep for no reason your mind just wanders in and out of thoughts. I started reading before bed again and I started sleeping a lot better it just channeled out the thoughts I guess. And now I have to every night before bed But I love reading so it's all good. And im sure everything will sort out. We all wish we could go back to the younger days but, were stuck here. And back then We always just wanted to grow up and now we were at the place we wished we were, and then your like damn i wanna go back. So just think one day you will say the same thing about right now.
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Posted by dancefloor
on 2007-12-26 02:36:14
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Yea dancefloor that is true, I know that I try yo take each day as it comes, but sometimes that is easier said than done. You know I sometimes read before I go to sleep too, i should try to start doing that again..I love readin as well, but the only times I do it now is when ever i take a nice soak in the bath tub...
Anyways yea you are so right Dance in your last line, some day I could be looking back and saying the same thing.. I wish i was younger.. ^_^
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Posted by UtopiaDawn
on 2007-12-26 18:52:56
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