i feel like shit i am so worried about mu grandfather that i am sick to my stomach im skipping class because im pretty sure if i have to listen to some of those people in class i will vomit and i just wanna scream i feel horrible i just want him to be better he looks so horrible i just want to hug him and make him better i hate it when he is hurt --
my grandfather is so strong and he alwasy hold others up and he never wants help- but now-- all he can do is just sit there - he has a neck brace on and he is all bruised and i hate it it hurts me to look at him...
it so hard to think about school at a time like this a time when i almost lost my grand father and one wrong move and bumb could mean the end for him...
i e mailed my professor and told her that i wouldnt be there --- i have such a bad feeling that somethign is going to happen---- im really scared i want autumn here to make me feel better ---