Hey Molly. Highschool sucks. No doubt about it. (Unless of course your the school-famous social butterfly everyone loves no matter what).
Although I can't relate entirely - everyones situation is different - I do know where you're coming from. I hated highschool. I wagged as much as I could without being caught (it was pretty cool actually, all the teachers thought I was an angel.. Little did they know :P ) But honestly, for me, life only got better once I graduated. I got the help I needed and life is so much better! I have direction! I know what I really want and despite the lack of true support (emotionally and financially) and confidence I'm determined to get there.
Please don't give up. I know the pain you feel probably makes being around seem pointless, but it can only get better right? Once you hit rock bottom, the only way out is up.
All my love and best wishes.
Andrea

I know I don't personally know you, but if you ever want to vent about anything, just give me an email through Thoughts. :)

Hey Molly,
I understand you have a tough life. And even tho, I don't know what it's like to be bashed or picked on. I have my own weakness, I live a hard life too.
But did you know that the most sucessful people in life are people like us.
People who have strong emotions, and they can't be held back any longer.
And I'm actually proud to hear your an outcast. Everyone should be unique and different. (Maybe the people that are rude are just mad because they wish they were you.)
Fact is no one knows why people can be just so hurtful and rude.
You could come up with a million reasons why, but never find out the truth.
That's why you need to confront them stand up not only for yourslef but many people just like you that go through the same things you do.
To me making friends is easy and I'm a big sucker in the sense that when I see a person getting bullied or someone by themself, I make sure that they're okay. I make sure that if they can't find that voice inside them. I will speak on their behaf.
Life can sometimes suck. But you gotta make the best of it.
Lifes A Climb, But The Views Great!

You know who you are, and don't let anyone tell you, who you are or who you arent!

And as for your love life. I think that because you say you're an outcast. If you get a guy, you know that, that guy likes you for who you are. and not how you look or anything like that. take that into mind.
You just gotta be strong!

Anyways good luck on life! <3 Racquel.