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| i cant believe hes leaving |
today me and my bf went in to tell my school counseller what we are up to with me getting help at headspace. after a bit of tlkn we get told that hes leaving on the 3rd. :'( i dont want him to leave. he has been the only one really to be there for me and my bf since yr 9.
every1 i know or get close to leaves. maybe im bad luck or something.
its good that hes going to do other stuff but i feel like i need him. its easy to tlk to him. he helps and understands like no one else does. he helps my bf understabnd and he helps our problems. he knows me more then any1 else does besides my bf.
hes a great guy/teacher/counseller i have always felt sorry for him when other kids are rude and horrible and i admire how he gets through everything. i love how he will open up to me and tell me things like he goes to other counsellers to let everything out and that its good to do that.
i feel so much sadness and all i can do is think of ways to stop him. but i cant its not right. its selfish. he might b getting a job at a colledge in the city wich is great. if u knew our school. hes going from a public high school to a nice colledge with overseas students and ppl. hes lucky. he makes me want to help ppl. makes me wanna b a counseller. wish i was strong enough. all im good enough at is to be a hairdresser.
he said me and david can keep contact but it will b weird :( im so sad. atleast he will see me after my fist appointment.
im gonna miss u coops
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