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 i cant believe hes leaving
today me and my bf went in to tell my school counseller what we are up to with me getting help at headspace. after a bit of tlkn we get told that hes leaving on the 3rd. :'( i dont want him to leave. he has been the only one really to be there for me and my bf since yr 9.
every1 i know or get close to leaves. maybe im bad luck or something.
its good that hes going to do other stuff but i feel like i need him. its easy to tlk to him. he helps and understands like no one else does. he helps my bf understabnd and he helps our problems. he knows me more then any1 else does besides my bf.
hes a great guy/teacher/counseller i have always felt sorry for him when other kids are rude and horrible and i admire how he gets through everything. i love how he will open up to me and tell me things like he goes to other counsellers to let everything out and that its good to do that.
i feel so much sadness and all i can do is think of ways to stop him. but i cant its not right. its selfish. he might b getting a job at a colledge in the city wich is great. if u knew our school. hes going from a public high school to a nice colledge with overseas students and ppl.  hes lucky. he makes me want to help ppl. makes me wanna b a counseller. wish i was strong enough. all im good enough at is to be a hairdresser.
he said me and david can keep contact but it will b weird :( im so sad. atleast he will see me after my fist appointment.
im gonna miss u coops
    Posted by UNATTRACTIVElittleGIRL on 2009-06-22 22:38:13 | Rating: | Views: 48
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Awwww... Molly, my heart goes out to you and him. But you are strong enough, you're not just a hairdresser. You've even said it yourself. Sorry for throwing it right back in your face, but he has taught you well. Take what you have learned, Meditate on it, ask for Guidance. The Cosmos do hear, you will not be voiceless. Take that thought about wanting to do counceling yourself, run with it. Just think of the Joy on a child's face when you relate to the like Coop did with you. Use your BF as your Rock. The Almighty above doesn't mind sharing responsibity for being a Refuge. Actually I feel that I am being told that He wishes more people would reach out a helping hand. Love, it the most wonderous thing in the Universe.

Best of luck to you, your BF and Coop. May his teachings hold strong and true in your heart. Much love.
Posted by  ChucklesDClown  on 2009-06-22 23:48:52 
  
thank you. xxx
Posted by  UNATTRACTIVElittl...  on 2009-06-22 23:53:11 
  
My pleasure sweet, strong angel. You know, deep in your heart that you will help others. I know, it's scary. That's the beauty of Life, we get too see how strong our will actually is! Coop sounds to you like what my football coach was to me back in high school. He used to call me his Lil Bambino, little child. He would give me advice on Life more than my football training. I assumed it was because he saw a natural gift that I had, now after reading your words I believe it was just because he cared. He knew I didn't have a Papa, the loving man was just doing what he could to help make me a fine gentle man in my later life. Thanks Coach, I really didn't have any idea that you cared THAT much. Molly, this is tearing up Coop as well. Next time you do see him, let him know how special he is. I love him and I don't even know him. Blessed be his travels as well as yours! Sweet, sweet Molly. The days are only going to get brighter for you ok!

xoxoxo
Posted by  ChucklesDClown  on 2009-06-23 00:37:12 
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