Overall, Thanksgiving was pretty good. I helped serve at a community Thanksgiving dinner & wasn't sure what to expect. There was plenty of food and a good number of people. The problem was, i wasn't in the best mood when i went there and wasn't sure why. I was just sort of down. Feel like this really isn't cool b/c we were doing such a good thing. People came in off the street because they saw the sign and decided to come eat. And that was the point, to give people a good meal. I just couldn't make myself feel any better. I ended up going to bed before six, and pretty much sleeping straight through the night.

This morning didn't make me feel a whole lot better. I exercised of course, but even that didn't make me feel much better. Then i realized what was wrong: even though i've been exercising every day and maintaining a fairly productive routine, i haven't been throwing up. So after i ate dinner tonight (i ate way too much) i threw up, and my mood instantly lifted. Crazy, huh? I didn't really want to get back to the point where i started feeling sick if i didn't throw up my food, but oh well. At least for now, i feel a lot better.

Miscellaneous info: Christmas is almost here, and i'm the opposite of prepared. Seeing couples together in all their happiness is making me kind of sad. At the same time, i guess i'm not ready for a relationship since i'm still fighting my own battles. But i had a dream that i kissed a guy i used to have a thing for. And some missionaries want to me to pray about going to spend a year teaching in a different Latin American country. I'm not sure i really want to put my life on hold for another year. Merry Christmas!

The Twisted One