Wednesday 4-30
current weight: 145ibs
mood: happily groggy

So, today was a good day.

I went to school, saw my "friends" and found out that I totally neglected a birthday that was this past sunday. At first I felt bad about forgetting my friends birthday, but then I realized that she let mine pass by without any recognition. So as I ponder this I make the decision that I don't care that I forgot my friends birthday. Whats the difference? I'll be gone next year anyway.

I like a boy.

He's a cutey. But the boys I like generally choose not to like me back. Its a curse that will probably haunt me until I die. I wish I was one of those girls who can go out and then have every boy in the room want to be with me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a whore. I just want to be somewhat desirable to people of the opposite sex. Everyone I talk to about this says my time will come. My question is WHEN? I wouldn't feel so helpless if I knew the answer to that.

The foreign exchange student living at my house is very nice. Today I took her to the mall and we both found gifts for upcoming parties. I purchased these beautiful Betsey Johnson earings for my friend. I know that she will love them! (hope...)

So basically thats it.
XOXO