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"Just PLEASE don't have the cops there waiting for me," Elf said to me when we were talking about the day he comes to place an engagment ring on my finger. I know he does not seriously believe that I would set him up in such a matter, but the fact that a thought like that even goes through his precious mind, thanks to his mother, just kills me. I would NOT EVER do anything to hurt him like other people in his life have. I only want to protect him with all my might! The fact that he HAS been hurt so very much only makes me want to hold him close and cry with him, not that he is able to cry again. (NOTE: He hasn't cried since, I believe, he was about 4ish...so thats like WOW now that he does!) The fact that he can cry now makes me all the more proud of him, for he is SO strong and SO wonderful, but the fact that he can cry with me and I with him creates a bond far greater than any other in existance. He is doing everything he can to be with me and now it is indeed up to me to make the entire thign succeed. GOD! No pressure, right? Well, no, not really... I mean, it's pretty simple, all I have to do is love him and becareful about who I tell things to at first. Then, when we are legally married, I can shout it to the world and no one in physical existance could tare us apart!!!! Not even God would want to end such a Union of Love!!!!! I just hope I dont do anything to fuck it up..... I knwo I havent really expressed my worry about this, but I really want to make his life MOST wonderful and I really dont want to mess it up!
Until Next time,
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Posted by TwilightAngel on 2008-02-27 13:50:52 | Rating: | Views: 56
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