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So I am basically starting this new blog site because I need a place to write my thoughts away from my boyfriend's prying eyes. It seems I can't write anything down on paper without him reading it to see if there is anything about him it. I love to write, but he has taken away that joy for me. Everytime something is written down he automatically thinks its about him. Like I am not allowed to have feelings or opinions without him knowing about it. And then we fight. Im always wrong and everything I think is wrong and he's not gonna change for me, but I should change for him blah blah blah blah. Im so tired of him taking everything I write to heart. So here I am, attempting to rekindle my passion for writing.
So I guess I might as well tell you that my life is consumed by my job. I get two days off a week just like everyone else pretty much. I am a cashier/customer service associate. I have a decent pay and I enjoy my job for the most part. We have our good days and our bad days. Today was BAD....I knew it would be bad too. First, I left my cell phone at home. So I knew that even before I got to work that I was going to hear my boyfriend's unpleasant bickering about how I did it on purpose and that somehow leads up to me cheating on him. So anyway...I got to work. All seemed well for the first hour or so. Then that's when my supervisor hits me with this blow. We are down four or five cashiers. So it was me and another girl until about two oclock. Do you know how hard it is to work with just one other girl??? So we had a rough morning. Because we only had two cashiers, that meant our breaks and lunches were going to be late. That, and the fact that our other service desk associate had to have her lunch as well. That was a morning from hell. So we made it through all of this, and all the while a elderly woman sat at the little resturant unnoticed. She was waiting for an electric wheelchair for almost a half an hour. During that time she had slumped over and was in an unconcious state. When someone brought her a chair they got no response from her. I was thinking "oh great!! We have had a senior citizen die on us while waiting for a cart." Well, Im not exactly sure what was wrong with her, but the paramedics came within about ten minutes and got her out of there. By that time, it was time for my lunch break. Lunch ran normal, I wasn't feeling very well at the time so I couldn't finish eating. When I cam back from lunch, luckily, we had more cashiers and the rest of the afternoon ran alittle better. So basically just the morning sucked really bad. Let me just say I was glad to be going home. And tomorrow is one of my days off. Even luckier, my boyfriend was asleep when I walked in the door. Not that he wasn't sure to leave me a message on myspace to let me know that he thinks im cheating on him because a guy left me a bunch of picture comments. This guy....is my supervisor's husband!!! And...he also works at my job, just third shift. But I am not allowed to recieve comments from people I work with, exspecially of the opposite sex. And...the only reason he even sent me any comments was because I left him one asking him how he was doing because he had injured himself at work. I also left his wife a comment as well because she hasn't been feeling very well. So...Im obviously cheating on my boyfriend because I am concerned about the well-being of my co-workers. Im sorry, but what the hell is wrong with my boyfriend??? He has to be the only man on this planet that is this paranoid and distrusting. And the funny part about it is that I have never cheated on him, never will, and have never cheated on anyone else for that matter. My entire family has tried to tell him this and my best friend. Im about a breaking point. I dont know what else I have to do to prove to him that I am going to be loyal. But I think that I have done enough ranting and raving about my work issues and my boyfriend's issuses. Goodnight!!
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