hunny, you choose you own paths and no one can ever make you do anything.
not gonna say your mother wasn't right in what she did, cause she was way over the line.
but your mother is your only mother, you need to acknowledge that at least
someday things will look up, i promise
but i will tell you right now that cutting is not the answer
what happened to rising above your problems?
you will love yourself if you rise above

if you must know, i'm keeping back from saying such horrible things and that is why my words mean something. that and i've been through mother troubles far worse than you can imagine. so, take what you have, appreciate what you can and rise above your short comings and struggles.

I have tried everything you can think of. I know that no one makes me do anything but she pushes me to. She is abusive mentally and physically. She tells me everyday that she hates me. she revenges my birth. She hated me soon as I came ut thats why I was sent to my father.

i used to think that all the time, but you have not exhausted all options.
professional help, soul searching, alternatives such as art, cleaning, keeping busy, spend a BUNCH of time at a friends place, excersizing, ect. there are a lot of options out there and i will not listen to the, "i've tried everything" card. That, my friend, is an excuse; a cop out.
i wasn't trying to be harsh, but you can't sugarcoat life. life's harsh, but it's possible. it's livable. hence the name ... Lawl.
the only people, in my eyes, that are allowed to commit suicide are those who are too disabled for their own good. when life and death has a clearly set date for you while being hooked up to machines or needing so much assistance.
i hope you find another option because there IS one out there for you. trust me when i say this.

wow, just reading that, i hate ur mom too. My mom always told me she loved me, and that was true, except what she was doing was not. she was a meth head, but went to rehab and is doing much better. anyway, tell her you hate her, move out, all that crap, never see her again. Maybe then, she'll get the point. And then she'll realize how horrible she was.

I can not move out I am barely even 14. I wish I could though. She tells me to get out of her life ll the time and then i have to go to school and hear the same crap.

this is an amazingly touching blog. you can be saved. you have to make the choices for yourself not your mom. take ur own path, be your own person and love yourself, your beautiful inside and out. you need nothing more than yourself. promise

What can I say...just be strong and you will overcome this. God bless you.