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it was a warm day today...
I woke up on the floor... at 6 when my alarm started talking to me... its one of those radio ones... and I have it on a station that puts quran in the morning.. or supplications that are made in a musical way....
very peacful stuff.. instead of the previosus station i had on, which started shouting in my ears .....and you wanted to find your shoes at 6 AM to smash it on its head! :D
why was I sleeping on the floor? well i had a matress on the floor....teh previous night.. I was talking to my best friend ... while lying on teh matress cause my back was hurting me if I sat on a chair.... it wouldnt stop no matter what way i sat down or what angle ... and since my friend has a veeeeeeeeeeeeeeery soooothing voice ... and my muscle relaxant medication was starting to kick in... I started dozzing off to sleep at that sound.... and wehn finally i ahd to hang up and go to sleep.. I didnt wanna get up..the whole thing was snuggly and peacful... and I dont usually get many of those moments.. so I wanted to enjoy it...
I think i enjoyed it for like 35 seconds.. and then i was out!...hahahahahaaa
but to me ...its a blessing from God... :D
woke up and started doing the REST of my laundry at 8:30....didnt finish it last night casue my back ached... and then I cleaned the shower.... once i was done with the laundry... I left...went to work... did abotu 1.5 hours.... and then went grocery shopping with my aaaaaaunt...
now usually i dont have much of a problem with my back... but recently the problem has been gradually building up... it started when the nerve all along my leg would start hurting like heck when i walk for like 15 minutes.... in certain places... then it became in all places... and now it is in all places 5 minutes after I start shopping.... and sicen there are no chairs.. I had to stand by teh cart... and crouch down to bend my legs... maybe that would help.... I think I had to do that like 5 times in ONE store... while people looked over to see what is wrong with me... then I would continue limping around the store behind my aunt... when she said she needed cheese.. I was like YEEEES!!! becuase that means i could sit on teh edge of the yogurt and cheese fridge.. heheheheehe
aside from developing a cold bottom... my leg was better for another 5-10 minutes.....
it is becoming a real hassle trying to do anything these days....
yesterday everybody at the mall was being exceptionaly nice to me... and helpign me... i think because I was in so much pain while limping thru the mall/ grocery store...trying to get my stuff... that they could see it on my face....
I have to phone the doctor now and make an appointment...
I will have to shake him about a bit .. and see if he will find me some dependable physio therapy in this city... otherwise in a year's time.. I dont know what my condition will be... and I have nobody to take care of me really... its scary to think of .... and I go into alot of self pitty modes every now and then.. and cry about it... I guess it helps to write here about it...well at least just this much about it...
not asking for pitty or anything... but I just need to write about it i guess....it helps... cant talk to my family about it much.. they all have their own problems.. and / or they are old.... and i dont want to scare them.....
ok that is enough ranting for now.. :D
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Posted by Traveler on 2007-11-17 06:58:18 | Rating: | Views: 284
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I want an alarm clock like that. hahahaa that is totally insane.. :D
yeeees I have to pay the doctor a visit... must rememebr to call them tomorrow... eekk
the spirit of the prophet is with ME?
cant I just tell him I am a vampire? HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA and if he dont come with teh list, then I vill have to bite him!
it wasnt really embarrassing for me... I really dont care what people think... I am not doing anything wrong... I am in pain.. I think for the most part.. I have grew beyond the point of caring what others think... well most of the time anyways heheehee :D
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-17 09:33:47
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hi traveler!
OMG i can't agree with you more about the radio in the morning! that music sounds very nice - but i'm sure i've never that sort of thing. i listen to a rock station in the morning but the morning dj's are very laid back and funny - it's a good way to wake up.
sorry 'bout your back - hope you manage to get that straightened out...*OUCH*
:o)
cheers!
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2007-11-17 10:06:31
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It's hard not to be tearful when you are in a lot of pain and everyday chores become massive tasks. The great thing is you are still seeing the funny side of life. Do try some Pilates simple exercises and stretch that poor old back. Good luck! Elaine
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Posted by overthehillandfar...
on 2007-11-17 11:18:02
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STICKMAAAAAAAAAAAN... :D
you may not rememebr this... but you are the first one to post a comment on my blog! the very first person :D
so I always remember you ...and your drawing... its makes me smile everytime I see it...its hilarious.. in a very artistic way.. :D
welcome back... yes I used to get songs playing in my head all day... and I didnt know why... then I remembered i have a radio alarm clock.. and even though i would not consiously hear it... they still get stuck in my head.. and I cant flush them out.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarg... hehe
yeh its nice peacful stuff for now...
if you wanna hear what that stuff sounds like... I have posted 2 audio files on my blog... they are here somewhere... I am sure there is a link to them.. they keep changing things... I am loosing track of my stuff.. :)
I sent them an email where I said: STOP moving my things!! heheheee.. but I dont think they got the joke.. hahahahahahahaaa
Ah well... thanks for the good wishes.. and yes I definetly have to do something about it..
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-17 12:20:40
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Elaaaaine babe (((((((((HUGZ)))))))))
how have you been?... I havnt been reading many blogs lately... have you published your writing yet? hehehee...
I am behind you on this... :D
yes problem is my face seems to be very expressive... so I am told.. haha.. so when i am in pain it shows.... and when i am angry it shows.. dagnabit... :)
Pilates eh? I will have to ask my doctor if i am allowed to do that... see i have a slip disk ... so I have to check about things ... but that is a good idea... he said yoga was ok.. is pilates like yoda?.. kindaa?
thanks for the idea Elaine.. my God how come i never thought of it.. I should at least buy the tape .. if at least yoga .. and try it at home...
Elaaaaaaaaaaaaaine.. what would i do without you ((((((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))
and why didnt you say so before?.. hahahahaahahahahaaaaa
thank you my dear :D
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-17 12:26:37
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Ahem.. yoga that is .. not yoda... :D
hehe
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-17 12:43:46
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yeeees yoooodaaaa :D
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-17 20:46:40
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It is so nice to see you cheerful again. I really hope Pilates can do some good. It can be as gentle as you need it to be. As to the blogs - I, too, have been a bit down with pain and can't get the words flowing. I will try though. You have always been such an encouragement. I hope you had a great sleep last night and a great day ahead. I am feeling more positive too. Blessings, Elaine
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Posted by overthehillandfar...
on 2007-11-18 02:28:13
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looking in, hon [before i read this, i got a strong sign/sense whilst i was channeling the other day?
it came through that you you were, how can i say, down/leaving? concerned smile] okay will read now
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-18 08:09:49
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hugs you warmly, sounds like sciatica if its affecting your leg sweetheart, sit how ever is comfy, drink plenty of fluids and if you can, apply warmth [such as a hot water bottle against your spine] - no lifting with just one arm, distribute anything you carry balanced and equally.
take anti inflams or whatever your dr has prescribed - okay? hugs.
hon, i am in pain 24/7 with my spine/neck, so its understandable to get tearful
and for the moment, i am back, lil nod, still feeling really dubious about being here, was shaking after i signed out last night
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-18 08:17:01
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Elaine, Trav - sorry, but i can not even do mail as its gone odd, so dont think i am ignoring any of you - mmust go into jd's blog, tell him the same
hugs and love lefft
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-18 08:19:43
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Thanks Elaine :D
yes i am trying to be too...
someone reminded me last night.. to lvie each moment... and stop worrying abotu other stuff...especially teh stuff you cannot change...
sorry to hear you are in pain... wow we all seem to be down with soemthing.. heheehee.. we should form a support group.. heheee.. well I geuss this is kinda like one eh?
my best friend has been fighting a cold for a few days now.. and I just started feeling as if I am getting one today..even though we didnt meet.... is that weird or what? :D
**zang**
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-18 08:42:43
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Kent...
Yeh it occured to me strongly... so stop tapping into my head.. hhahaahahahaaaa... or my feeligns.. i have many bad people and things around me.. you dont want to get noticed by them.... stay safe...
yeh its sciatica and a few other thigns too...lst time the doc said to put a warm bottle but not hot... i dont think i would feel a warm one though... I have a few 'layers'....hehehee..
yeh taking the anti-inflam stuff.. and sometimes painkillers... if its not too strong i try not to take em...
made another rappointment with my doc... but he could only see me next week... rats! :)
dont worry about emails.. I even forgot i wrote you one.. my memory isnt that great.. heheeheh
(((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))
its good to have you back...if those people arent REALLLYYYYYYY close to you... which means they would probably hurt you teh most.. easily... then ignore them... and to heck with everything they said or thought... who cares...keep away from them.. and come talk to meeeeeeeeee :D
**pat...pat**
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-18 08:47:02
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having to laugh as now i can not get into my new post..blinks
sorry, it was something i picked up, dont worry, me not inside your brain - hugs
Trav, hon, just take it easy yes?, i will channel absent healing your way
hmm, maybe, but its take, take, take by some -
i also do not like the underhandedness, it isnt needed
acks, giving up with mail at the moment sweetheart
tell you what, jd,elaine, bdsm and i will come and tickle you
huggles you
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-18 11:53:00
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okay, am exhausted, bed is needed
so decide this time to slump in your post Trav - nods
and hey jd, you talking about me or T?? if me, dont you tickle me, i'll chase you around and tan your backside with me frying pan - wink
..soft smile, least i have been here this weekend, guessing the test will be weekdays - felt uneasy, but it has done me good to be here. right T, look after that back please, or else
and huggles and whatnots left for you all
sorry for post hogging T
xo
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-18 16:23:41
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well I haev ONE... but it has green beans and rice in it right now :D
heheheee
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-19 05:12:25
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I am ticklish yes... but I think it depends who is tickling me.... :D
that is reserved for selected few.. heheheee
and yes Kent.. you can stay here as looooooong as you like... and post as many as you like... if you need to talk about what is bothering you. you can always email me :)
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Posted by Traveler
on 2007-11-19 05:17:02
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Just hugs - Trav, left a post for you in life requests,
heal soon also jd
slips out
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-19 10:28:08
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Traveler, I hope the back and leg are doing much better, now! Sciatica can be very debilitating.....take care! :)
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Posted by Alice
on 2007-12-03 19:24:34
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