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Full moon on a holiday? on 2007-08-31 23:01:39 |
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It is true that people start behavign differently when there is a full moon... or maybe i am just imagening things.. :)
perhaps one day they will discover why exactly that is... why it affects us so... is it the gravity.. the polarity?
I like those words :)
I sometimes have people who start behaving weird when they close to me.... I will blame it on my polarity :)
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I dont understand some of u bloggers on 2007-08-31 14:08:48 |
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tehy dont haev emoticons in comments yet, they said they are working on it... or considering it...
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Gum Chewing 101 on 2007-08-31 14:02:10 |
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I think it has to get to a point where you absorb the fact that you HAVE the right to ask her to stop making that sound.
If it was me.. I would finally say to her.. honey.. you know I like you.. but you are driving me insane with the chewing noise... you REALLY have to stop doing that...PLEASE!!!
dont give her an option to stop it today.. and come bak to it tomorrow... make sure you say YOU REALLY HAVE TO STOP doing that....
sometimes you haev to go out of your comfort zone... to make change happen... you get used to it with time... :)
my humble opinion...
and by the way I like your flower photo very much... nice colors.. :)
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R.I.P my love on 2007-08-31 13:53:25 |
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Oh .. I forgot...
(((((((((((((HUGZZZZ))))))))))))))
:)
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R.I.P my love on 2007-08-31 13:52:19 |
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I can imagine nothing will make you feel better quickly.. as getting another little puppy to love. get a small puppy.. and in a few minutes.. I can see you smiling again :)
dont think about it.. just make it happen.... if you think you wont do it.. just go and get one.. trust me..
:)
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Life sucks and then you die on 2007-08-31 12:16:20 |
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and stay away from the computer for a while... its not good for your neck...
:)
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Life sucks and then you die on 2007-08-31 12:15:05 |
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considering that your wife, as you asy, doesnt care about you much.... and that you have no family around you at this time.... if I were you I would take my time and get better, as doctors advise you...
suffering from back injust or neck injury is something very serious.. and if you dont take it easy you can get worse.. or as you put it yourself.. paralyzed... and THEN who is going to take care of you?... not her obviously...
so dont listen to her.. and take as much time as your doctors advise you... as much time as your body needs...this is a medical condition .. and it cannot be timed 'in two weeks' according to someone who has no clue of what is going on with your body...
be logical...
listen to your doctors...
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I Am Freaking Out-Please Help Me Out Here on 2007-08-31 09:48:44 |
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My dear since you are aware of the dangers of druggies.. that is a blessing.. taht means you are awake :)
take control of what kind of people you be-friend.. that is always an important thing... if they are the bad sort.. stay away from them.. if you suspect they are a bad sort.. also make sure you discuss this with your parents.. and always keep an eye out for potential trouble makers...
I never would have imagined giving this advice to a child/ teenager.. one would like you guys to enjoy your life... and you can... but these days.. you also have to keep a watchful eye... and take care of yourselves... you also should involve your parents.. yes even if you dont like their comments or whatever.. it will still keep you safe...
you want ot be safe... discuss thigns with your parents always..even the small things.. and be careful who you befriend. you have control.. use it!!
:)
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Movie Review - Rush Hour 3 on 2007-08-31 07:50:44 |
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A lady from Olympia :)
The hometown of Rachel Corrie if I am not mistaken :)
welcome Abigail :)
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Weird Dream on 2007-08-31 07:38:49 |
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dont trust anybody's interpretation of a dream.... especially the crappy shows they haev on TV. they are full of BS (if you will pardon my martian)...
but if you do fast in ramadan.. (not sure if you are).. then read more, and pray more...
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Movie Review - Rush Hour 3 on 2007-08-31 00:57:01 |
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Thank you Jeff for explaining what I was trying to say.... :)
I may not be so eloquent sometimes (or all times) that I can get my point across to people so easily... not sure why that is.. I used to get (A)s in school...lol
I have a feeling that the gentelman was just angry at the situation in the world... more than being angry at my movie review... but then again I could be wrong. :)
If he is angry at the situation.. then I agree with him.. in that I am angry too..... I also have my moments when I blurt out things like that... :)
However I am trying these days to channel taht into doing positive things.. no matter how small they might be... at least if I die tomorrow.. then I will feel that hey.. I was really trying... although maybe not in the same speed.. or results that I had hoped for ... :)
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My little green book on 2007-08-31 00:04:03 |
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and no I am not french.., I have just been watching Hercule Poirot alot these days.. LOL
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My little green book on 2007-08-31 00:02:15 |
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you may be bold monsieur :)
I am not sure.. everytime there was a reason for it... looking for a place to call my home... moving away from increadible hartache....finding a better job.....doing the right thing, as per code....etc..
this is the longest I have been in a place since 1991.. its coming up on 5 years. :)
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Movie Review - Rush Hour 3 on 2007-08-30 11:42:44 |
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yeh I guess Iam worrying about smaller things...
maybe to me that is the basics.. these small things are supposed to be the future generation...... if they dont all kill each other...
for me.... I may not be able to save the entire planet... but I can voice my opinion.. and let it be heard .. at least... maybe it will nudge people to think .. and they can do other things.... which might be better and bigger than my words....
I cannot control the outcome of things.. I can only control my own actions and decisions...
and by them.. I am judged...
it is frustrating yes.. I know.. I always feel like grabbing the planet and shaking it a bit... to make people wake up...
there is so much evil and bad stuff out there.... its .... I dont have a proper adjective to describe it... but I think we all have to do our own bit.. even if its a tiny bit... becasue maybe then bit by bit.. it becomes a bigger BIT... and that is how change occurs...
I hope :)
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Dubai: City of the Future Stuck in the Past on 2007-08-30 11:32:07 |
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Its a culture of blasphemy... and everybody here in Jordan knows it.... and talks about it. They find it disgusting. I know people who moved out of it, even thought they were getting paid well, because its like that...
people in the press dont talk about it because they will loose their jobs over there.. they have sold out...?
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Natalies Epilepsy Update on 2007-08-30 11:18:07 |
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Check your mailbox
(go to My Controls)
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My Little Green Book - 2 on 2007-08-30 10:56:36 |
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LOL... you crack me up...LOL
I loved the first one...LOL
must remember that..
I agree with Jodie on that one :)
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My theory on Vegetables on 2007-08-29 12:44:38 |
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eekk.... I started drinking green tea today.... I have green tea adn jasmin... I looooooooooooove the smell of it.. 'I almost swooon' (as Alan said it once).. and its true.. it smells so good with jasmine....
but it has no taste.. so I tried to put honey and black seed with it to make it healther.. yeh right.. it tasted horrible with the black seed.. so I put more honey.. LOL.. and then it was too sweet.. and I was like AAAAAAAAAaa.. then I had to gulp it down like medicine..and get it over with.. hahahahaahahahaaa
it was all black and mucky too.. hahhahahaa like a tornado in my cup!!
:)
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Its tough being different on 2007-08-29 12:39:44 |
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Thanks my dear... :)
its on one hand nice to know that I am not the only one who feels like an alien :)
but on the other hand... I am still sorry you have to go thru it too... although you are such a hilarious woman..lol... I cant imagine WHY!!
people are weeeeeeeird :)
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home remedies - ammune system on 2007-08-29 12:35:51 |
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Ah there you are... :)
you know your photos are very cute...
I tried sending you an email today through your blog.. but it had an error...
I was congratulating you on winning the Thoughts prize... :)
well done!! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy
:)
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What Miosha taught me! on 2007-08-29 09:26:10 |
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
that is a lovely story.....
I like the name Miosha.... oddly enough it sounds russian :)
and you write very well... nice style... you should publish that story... or make a movie or something... a movie.. that is narrated by the voice of a little girl... :)
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Where did my mailbox go ? on 2007-08-29 09:02:53 |
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yeh I did that... I sent them a few actually...
merci
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Its tough being different on 2007-08-28 09:55:07 |
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LOL.. good one....
I seem to do that I guess...
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My theory on Vegetables on 2007-08-28 09:49:21 |
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there arent many of them in Jordan... and if you find them they are expensive...
and lets face it.. they might call them organic to sell them at a higher cost and they are not organic.. they lie their &* off here just to sell stuff...
someone i know bought organic cucumbers.. and at one point she said the last batch she got were not good and she had to throw them out... she doesnt buy from them anymore...
no wonder cancer is spreading like wildfire here... its all the stuff in teh food we are eating...
THAT is my second theory :)
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Tomatoe People on 2007-08-28 09:44:36 |
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LOL.. funny guy... :)
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Tomatoe People on 2007-08-28 05:16:15 |
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lol
glad you like it... they are your tomatoe people... take care of them.. :)
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Musicals I like on 2007-08-28 05:01:38 |
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Made a broadway tape of all my favourite songs.... it has Mandy patinkin, Michael crawford, colm wilkinson (who seems like a nice man... I met him once)...
an umm what's her name...Bernadette petterson? or petters?... and Natalie Cole songs...
I usually sing along when nobody is around.. haha.. or whistle ....
no need to scare the rest of humanity... :D
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Effects of a Garbage Can on 2007-08-28 04:55:31 |
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Thank you Debby :)
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My theory on Vegetables on 2007-08-28 04:47:19 |
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LOL... yeh james had it on his blog...
geeeeenious isnt he? :)
your comment was so good.. I made a drawing...
:) next post..
I cant insert a photo here
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Help on 2007-08-27 23:09:41 |
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Hey Kid... you still there?
your last post was 4 days ago.... You doing ok?
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Its tough being different on 2007-08-27 12:58:17 |
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LOL...
oh shoot you are testing my memory? I cant even remember what I had for breakfast yesterday.. :)
uuummm I'd say the RED.....
(and I just saw it the other day too)
hope I got it right...
:)
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Musicals I like on 2007-08-27 06:15:38 |
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OH buffy... its hilarious... my favourite was Spike... he was totally insane...LOL
yeh I saw bits of the singing episode... its was totally different.. I remmember going.. what tha?.. are they supposed to be doing that...is that some sort of a spell?....LOL
I like surprise changes like that...
yeh you should definetly use that artwork... its very interesting... design wise.. its very ... there are so many things happening in it.... many dimensions... its cool... dont knwo what it looks like in actual size, but this tiny its very interesting.
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Its tough being different on 2007-08-27 06:09:51 |
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Why thank you.. you guys are amazingly supportive.... :)
People around you must be very lucky indeed...
I like that.. WE ARE BEING SUCKED INTO A VORTEX CAPTAIN!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA
hehe... :)
tis very true... yes...
and wow.. thank you for such beautiful words.... you are too kind... very kind indeed...
kinda reminds you of the matrix eh?
:)
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HELP ME! on 2007-08-26 13:51:33 |
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Well according to a certain philosophy I am learning... (and I hope I am explaining it correctly) we go thru crap and pain in life so we can grow ... and change inside...if things were all bland and even.. there would be no significant change... you would not challange yourself.. you would not go out of your comfort zone.. you would not sacrifice things .. you would not make tough choices... and THAT gets you to a higher level of being.... when we learn how to shed away all the materialistic junk..and concentrate on the important spiritual stuff... then we can grow to a higher level of being.
not that it would make sense to you... if you are in love.. and this is a boy/ girl issue... :)
you probably think I am insane with all this gobeldeegook... :)
but at this time of night.. after a looooooooooooooooong and tiring day.... this is all i know how to explain it... sorry :)
me tired now..
me go sleep :)
(((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))
dont kill yourself.. we will miss you :)
me go now...
zzzzzz
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Musicals I like on 2007-08-26 13:40:55 |
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Ah the music man :)
you look different I didnt recognize you... its na iteresting drawing... what is it?
call me ignorant... but what is BTVS ?
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The best movie you've seen lately? on 2007-08-25 10:47:23 |
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Lately?
Transformers.... no other movie I have seen this year was anything like it... not even Die Hard.
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Natalie's struggle with epilepsy on 2007-08-24 12:23:28 |
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(((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))) to all of you.....
I know meds dont alwys work in the begining.... each body is different and so it seems to be a matter of trial and error always in medicine these days...
I haev seen that with members in my family who have diabetic/ blood pressure problems... you'd think oh well these diseases are well known.. and there are tons of medications out there for them.. but still each person is different and reacts differently to various drugs...
Starting schhol might be difficult for her if the other kids say something mean.... what some mothers I know would do if they worry their child might get weird questions/ comments is that the mom would talk to the principal + teacher of her kid's class.. and agree with them that she drops by on teh first day of school.. to give ht ekids a brief talk about what he kid is going thru.. adn explain what they might see.. and why .. and explain to them that its normal.. and what they should do ...
make them part of the solution... as if they are a team...
I have heard that it helps...
you might want to think about it...
its just an idea...
take care
((((((((HUGZ))))))))
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The Diffrences Between Ser and Estar on 2007-08-24 12:10:20 |
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Welcome to the Spanish Class from Australia... :)
Thanks for driving us nuts with Ser and Estar... see ? I already memorized them...
:)
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questions answered on 2007-08-24 05:21:01 |
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1. Are you happy?
No
2. What is the greatest measure you would take to reach that person you have feelings for?
To reach?.... whatever it takes.
3. are you with that person you have feelings for?
No.. I have no feelings for anyone right now...
4. what has been the most recurring thought in your mind the past week?
It would be nice to die
5. if you are in a relationship, what daily life thing would you compare the emotions of it?
N/A
6. what is your favorite color?
Pastel Green and then pastel Yellow
7. how many people are currently in your life that you see being in your life many years down the road?
members of my family... who arent old and may be there a few years down the road...
8. do you feel neglected, even though you may be in a relationship?
N/A
9. what is the most important quaility in a person to you?
A good soul...
10. does the quality in #9 match the qualities of the people in your life?
they do their best, but they dont exactly match...
11. are there things you hide from people you "love"? (what?)
How silly/ stupid they can be...
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Staying single may shorten life span on 2007-08-24 01:51:02 |
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Maybe its a mercy kind of thing....
Who wants to live longer... if they are alone all their lives?
I dont...
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AZ HUMANE SOCIETY on 2007-08-23 05:30:24 |
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I suggest you take this to a TV staion in your town.. or to a newspaper.... once the word gets out they will have to address the issue...
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Wanting to die? on 2007-08-22 21:47:21 |
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I already read it yesterday... :)
I thought it was Good. although I WAS worried about the very severe cases of depression and how they would react if they read it....
I go in and out of depression.. but thank God its not one of the realllllly severe cases.... like Bi-Polar or whatever..
Some severe cases... they cant even DO the things you hint that they will miss,... so they might think .. so what? so it just worried me...
Oddly enough my post is also to make people think..... first of all ME....
Wanting/ wishing to die and actually wanting to kill yourself are two different things... for me suicide is never an option... it breaks the Code....
But when you are inside a bad depression attack... yes you can WISH that you would die.... you will want it... definetly...
But I never attempted it.... because I know I would then go somewhere far worse... and it would be for eternity.... so what's the point?
:)
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When Am I Going To sleep? on 2007-08-22 11:56:36 |
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I read it :)
Welcome aboard!
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Movie Review- Ratatouille + Simpsons on 2007-08-22 10:18:49 |
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Because you are a good person :)
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Ignorance is Bliss on 2007-08-22 07:03:55 |
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What a lovely post :)
it is very true....
maybe that is one reason people like her were created.... so we can take notice...
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Baby Jason 1 Day Old on 2007-08-22 06:50:50 |
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I posted my comment inside the album...
I didnt even know there was such a page..lol... thanks for letting us know :)
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Falafel and Coffee on 2007-08-22 06:37:11 |
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My pleasure my dear... and I hope you are having a good camping trip :)
and yes you definetly should try falafels... I hope you guys have a good place that offers them there... mmmmmm very good... :P
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I'm back with a new poll. Check this out. on 2007-08-21 01:13:50 |
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Plan a party? LOL
didnt think of that one... :)
this is easy... we are used it .. when we were kids.. we learnt the first thigns you think about is to stock up on food and water. we even used to do it when there was no war or disaster.. but becuase it didnt rain so much ... so the summers where a bit harsh here.. and we had to stock up on water... because water only came twice a week.. or sometimes once.. so you have to stock up on it....
:) havnt thought about that in a loooooooooooong time....
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Friend's poll/survey: new and unique? on 2007-08-20 04:47:15 |
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Do you mean real friends.... or so called friends.. who are more like aquantances?
LOL... I never realized how much attention I give to details.. until I answered your posts... LOL
umm.. if you mean the first kind... umm.. dont really know if i have any... I guess if I did ,... then i would know... eh? so maybe 5.
second kind... I would have to say 1 + 3.
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Check Out Community Forum on 2007-08-20 04:32:14 |
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Thank you my dear :)
I didnt even pay attention to that part..
:)
I wish one could insert colorful smilies into these comments...
SUGGESTION ALERT for the Thoughts Team!!!
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Any advice on my problem?! on 2007-08-20 04:06:18 |
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I also found that if you make it a habbit in your daily life to go out of your environment.. into another.. for example.. to help people who really need help.... that gives your soul and your mind another dimension.... it is no longer me me me me oh me oh my problems.. cry cry...
because you get to see what problems others are going thru... and it is good to remember that there are those out there with alot worse problems than us... waaaaaaaaay more...
sometimes I switch on the news.. to get a bite of reality.. to see how others are suffering .. while I am safe and ok in my home.... and this does shift your way of thinking.. to outside yourself... it is no longer about you... you begin to see the big picture...
Volunteer to help others... pick easy stuff first... or maybe even pick thigns you enjoy doing...
STAY BUSY.... a non busy mind will find un-useful things to think about... and a depressed person will do worse..
sometimes depression is genetic.. you may hev inherited some genes that make you more prone to it than others... so basically you know the reason.... so treat yourself as someone who has a health issue.. like a diabetic person.. or someone who has asthma... and take steps to help yourself...
there are alot of support groups for depressed people in various countries... maybe you should find a good reliable one... and join them...
hope this helps... (((HUGZ))))
T.
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Any advice on my problem?! on 2007-08-20 03:57:03 |
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Check my advice in your NEXT post.
Also.. from experience... I will tell you what i have learned over the years from my own depression adn my own trial and errors... and trying different things..
I find when I am getting bad thougths and depressed... it is ONE way of thinking.. that I always have inside me... and the way to feel better is to switch it off...and go back to teh 'normal' way of thinking.. or as close to that as one can get :)
to get out of my depression way of thinking... I resort to many things.. pick one.. pick all.. try them and see which one works...
1. if the issue is concerning someone ELSE... then I have to think of the SCREW THIS attitude.. and be selfish.. and remind myself this is THEIR issue.. NOT MINE ! I can try to help.. but not if I also fall apart.
give myself 5 minutes to grief.. then kick my own ass... and do something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT... go outside... watch something funny or SCARRY on TV.. to shock myself out of this way of thinking and self pitty...
its like you are driving on one side of the road... and you have to switch to the other side.. NOW!
take an action that will cause a change.. wether it is visual change.. or listening to something.. or a completely different invironment.
I talk to someone who has the ability to listen and give me some support... even if they have to kick my ass to go and do something good for me...
sometimes when you get angry with them.. you stop being sad.. cause now you are pissed.. :) its weird.. but its interesting how you find that one emotion gets exchanged for another so easily.. that is why I say you have to shift your emotions or way of thinking .. and obviously it can be done... it just takes practice... :)
eat chocolate or something you like..
(but dont over eat)
excercise.. go for a run.. or just march in front of the TV... Which watching a scary or Sci-Fi movie... it takes abotu 15 min. for the endorfins to kick in.. then you start feeling better.. ( I tried it)..
yu just have to PUSH yourself to START it...
I keep saying ot msyelf.. shut up.. do it.. now...
( sometimes I have to yell at myself... because depressed people lack motivation.. so you have to kick your own ass.... and yes the part who kicks ass IS IN THERE inside you)
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Mom & Suicide on 2007-08-20 03:37:30 |
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It might be true.. there is nothing wrong with you...
BUT because of what is happening around you... and to those closest to you, it does affect you deeply.. you are human... and perhaps you are at an age where you are more Vulnerable... and can easily get depressed....
If pills are not an option.. then maybe group therapy would help... or joining a support group... it REALLY helps alot than having to deal with thigns on your own.. you will need to have a nice good support system.. and not just from your dad...
try it...
T.
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Skinny Bitches on 2007-08-19 23:06:00 |
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Ahem.. pardon all my spelling mistakes :)
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Skinny Bitches on 2007-08-19 23:04:27 |
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When I was younger I used to see a comedy called "Designing Women"... it was a nice program... once of the characters was not thin like th erest... she was full... it took me many many episodes of waching this program to notice soemthing... even though she was full... she was still beautiful and zexy on the screen... and then I started analyzing this.. why did people see her that way since she is not thin...even when she gained more pounds.. she was still very attractive and stylish... and then I discovered...the way she carried herself and the way she moved.. the way she thought she was beautiful and sexy made her beautiful and sexy... because she thought she was.. taht made all her movements confidant.. and feminine.. and stylish...
so I did a few experiments... I tried to convince myself for a few minutes that I was... and interacted with some people.. and voila!! it does work...
you just have to be able to acept your body.. in order to be able to pull it off.. :)
if you convince yourself of it... which is basically loving your body.. then it will carry itself to all those arround you. If you hate your body.. then your body language will carry itself to people around you... and they will see you the same way you see yourself.
try it !
:)
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workout nutrition on 2007-08-19 04:59:08 |
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have you been diagnosed with very low blood sugar level? if so then your doctor should be the one giving you clues as to what you should be doing.
And I will tell you why....if I may...
if a body is producing high levels of insulin.. and therefore you get low blood sugar levels.. and you crash.. then it has to be monitored by a doc.. because otherwise at some point your pancrias will say I am tired of always producing so much insulin ... for so many years...and it will stop working.. and it might turn into a diabetic problem...
that is what i have been told.
your case may not be so severe... but you should check if you are suspecting you have low blood sugar levels.
Unless it is only your body being tired .. as normal people..get tired..after workouts... there is a difference.
take care..
T.
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Personal Observations on 2007-08-17 02:29:52 |
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Hey Chibi...
Yeh your family seems to be narrow minded and unfair... very unfair.. and very un-supportive. I would like to come over there and smack them!
People who have not gone thru similar things.. (i.e. they have not been over-weight.. and been rediculed about it..) will NEVER know how it feels..
I have.. and I still am going thru it... but now I have some health issues which contribute to it.
Nobody paid attention to my health when i was growing up.. I was the last of many kids... so they were all wiped out .. and had no energy to deal with more stuff by the time I came :)
things that helped me... were to find out.. my medical issues.. which apprently have been goig on for a while..
check your blood sugar level... see if you have high insolin in your system or not.. (it contributes to gaining weight).
check your thyroid.. maybe it has an imbalance (contributes to gaining weight)..
and yeh if you live in such an environment.. then yes you will get depressed.. and that in turn causes people to over eat, or under eat...
It is hard to clokc out all that negativity.. especially if you are still living at home...(which is the norm in an islamic society).. but you have to really put an extra effort into helping yoruself.. and to heck with everybody else who is not supportive... focus on helping yourself now.. because like they told me.. if in a year or two.. you get worse than you are now.. or get really sick... who is going to take care of you? in yoru case.. they will probably take care of you.. but you will never hear the end of it.. they will keep yapping in your ears till the day you die... I have noticed that pattern in these countries... very negative.. always putting each other down... and always complaining about everything...
I think the state you reached now.. where you have no patience for anyone anymore.. is a symptom .. of stress or depression or both... BUT.. I think it will help you :) in that you can now focus on yoruself and your health more.. and hang all the other stupid things in your life...
I dont mean to become a selfish feelingsless person... well.. maybe I mean to become a bit selfish.. and more non-emotion when your health is a concern.. when your nafs is a concern.. when you are trying to look out for yourself... dont become bad.. but become aware that you have to help yourself.. because no one else will...
Ignore all the crap they are telling you about your future at work or marriage... this is from God... he has written it.. and their negative opinions will never change it. What God has written and ordained for you.. will reach you.... even if they lock you up in a box nad burry you at sea! (umm just a metaphour... people dont do that)
you haev to start by making a tiny plan.. start tiny... write just like 4-5 new thigns you will start doing them... remember .. very tiny things... and PUSH yourself to do them.. after all they are TINY... and then you will see how better it feels...
and yes sometimes we have to kick our own asses so we can make ourself move and do things.. especially when we have no motivation.. and we feel nobody cares about us...
I CARE :)
I sat here for like 20 mintues writing this.. I care :)
(((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))
what I am planning to do today.. is write down positive things and tape them on the walls of my room... and maybe watch a comedy.. or some cartoons...
I have to remember that in my life.. I am waaaaay better off than people in sumalia.. or iraq... or sudan.. who are suffering... so I have to move .. and try to help myself more... so maybe I can help others...
we are given more than those guys... so we will be asked what we did .. with what we were given...
Take care my dear... and be strong...
you know you can do it.. you did it before... you just have to make it a habbit in your life... only then will it be consistant... try.. its hard in the begining.. but you dont want to be sitting there in 20 years time wishing you did try.... but you didnt
tiny things... 4 -5
even 1-2
start...
now...
Traveler.
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Here is another ? -you didn't seem to like... on 2007-08-15 11:58:00 |
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Hmm.. never really thought about this before...
Let me visualize my day.. no wait.. my day today at work was crummy.. let me think of a better day...
so it has to be a "haaa haaa haaa" kind of thing? it cant be a "haa"...?
LOL
oh that reminds me.. I laugh when I read stuff on the net.. in boards and such..
ok ok.. I'm counting...ummmmm...I would have to say between 4-7 depending.
I dont knwo that many funny people :)
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This is my first post on polls or surveys.. on 2007-08-15 11:47:38 |
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Oddly enough.. me too.. Australia...
:)
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Lonely,confused,LOST...help? on 2007-08-15 11:44:04 |
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Hey Paine..
I think it was very lovely of you to write a comment to darkwing.. and share your experience with her... you are a very caring person my dear...
I am sorry to hear your best friend has left you for a while... I pray he comes back to you safe and sound..very soon...ameen.
I also feel i have no one to talk to... I dont really have a best friend.. never did... which is hard... my family.. we are all different.. quite a variety.. and we dont all click enough to be very close... as much as a 'best friend'.. :)
I was going to say.. that my niece also shares the same feelings you do.. and she is in high school... so maybe its not surprising.. what you are going thru.. maybe its a teenage thingi.. we suffer for a bit then we grow out of it... I WAS going to say that.. until I discovered that in my 30s now.. and I still share some of your feelings.. :)
so that means either I think like a teenager.. or that if you let yourself think that way for too long.. it will continue with you.. when you grow older...hmm.. maybe.. its a theory.. :)
I try not to think too badly of things.. I always try to cheer people up.. but I have been diagnosed with depression.. so I am easily prone to it.
ok bla bla bla... before you start falling asleep reading this :)
the moral of the story.. is what really helps me.. is being busy... I am occupying myself with helping people.. and helping those who REALLY need help... so maybe that is an idea to ponder on...
doesnt hurt..
(((((HUGZ)))))
Traveler
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Self-harm on 2007-08-14 09:59:18 |
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Dear Darkwing...
I didnt read it... :)
just the first two lines at the top...
But whatever you are going through... know that it will not last forever.. these things come and go.. sometimes ok they hang around for a while.. but then they go....
Sometimes we go thru crap.. so we can learn something.. so we can get stronger... this may not be much consolation to you if you are INSIDE the depression..... but its TRUE... I haev been fighting depression and bad thoughts almost my whole life...adn the funny thing is.. once I learn the lesson... Whatever I am going thru suddenly stops.... or ... it doesnt effect me anymore.... its like something that just flew by...
SInce I dont knwo what you are goig thru.. I will leave you this little present my dear... :)
make sure your computer volume is on..
http://www.mayyoubeblessedmovie.com/
(((((HUGZ)))))
Traveler
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O.k. people the blues are filtering down through u on 2007-08-14 09:52:29 |
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Well I will post here what I posted to another blogger.... and I hop eit will help :)
Go to this URL.. and make sure your computer volume is on loud..
http://www.mayyoubeblessedmovie.com/
Traveler
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Angry is a good word for today! on 2007-08-13 12:01:05 |
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http://www.mayyoubeblessedmovie.com/
(make sure the computer volume is on loud)
Someone gave me this link at work one day.... and I was having a really bad couple of months... err.. years :)
and I just cried...
now everytime I feel bad.. or alone ... this is one of the options for me... to play this movie...
Hope it helps ((((((HUGZ))))))
Traveler
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well...about me i guess. on 2007-08-13 11:48:40 |
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Hey Jade...
Well my first reaction.. was concern... I do hope you are careful on the internet.. because you may get alot of weird people communicating with you. Especially since you are so young... and Vulnerable. So be careful my dear.
It would seem ..from what you describe .. that you deserve somone better than the young man you are currently attracted to. Emotions might be strong now.. but in time they will go away.. or get steered towards someone more worthy of you. You are not hopeless... this is normal :) and many of us have gone through similar experiences... so hang in there.. and try to shift your focus to other worthy things...
that is all I can think of now... not sure if it helps... but hey... I had to say hello :)
take care kidoo (hugz)
Traveler
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Miami Day 3 on 2007-08-13 09:44:55 |
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Hello Bam-Bam :)
I am sorry to hear about the moving part... must be tough... I move every couple of years and its a bit hard .. especially when making friends and such... so I can imagine it would be worse when its every two weeks. I try to see every change/ move as a new adventure.. I get introduced to new things.. it really opens up your world. Dont know if this helps.. but whenever I feel bad.. I try to kick my own behind.. and remind myself that other people have it worst off... especially when I read/ see other people who are getting hurt all over planet..
well sometimes that helps.. and sometimes it doesnt :)
But that is the life of a traveler. But things never stay the same always... things will change... they always do. meanwhile...I open my eyes.. and SEE all those things around me which apprently i am supposed to see.. and maybe I wil learn more.. and maybe one day.. a miracle will happen and I will become a wiser person :)
(((((((((Hugs to You))))))))
take care of yourself...
Traveler :)
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