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Posted in udate on the quit smoking thing on 2007-11-30 01:21:53
WOW.. great news !!! :D I didnt know the back thing would be a sign .. that is interesting.... I thought it was mostly shaking hands.. and bad moods.. and being irretable... but if you STAY STRONG.. as i KNOW YOU CAN.... then these days will pass... like everything ... they will soon pass and all this will end.... Just hang in there and be strong... YOU CAN DO THIS!! you are a strong woman... use that strength..... say gggrrrrrr and do it!!

Posted in update on becoming a non smoker on 2007-11-30 01:18:00
Yeah well you kinda are... arent you? we all kinda are... :) and many times this helps us to commit to our plans I will go check your latest post now...

Posted in worthless ramble on 2007-11-28 14:59:00
well my dear kentlass..... after all this you wrote...if anybody does post anything bad they would be signing their own certificate of 'I am an insensative dweeb'... :D If I could bring you over here to stay close to me with your mom and your dog .. I would... that way i would make sure nobody can hurt you or scare you.....inshallah.... (((((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))) Love, me

Posted in Muslim medics get picky on 2007-11-27 01:00:56
ah... since you are here... Yes well when SOME people in any religion go ahead and mis-interpret their own religion and start saying things which dont make sense.... things which are not in their religion to begin with.... yes you will see many strange things in this planet.... but its always good to point out that we cannot view the religion itself as being the one which caused it... or that other people with the same religion are as illogical as these guys.... the world is a big place.. and we will see many strange things... and hear even stranger things... its good to be able to siff throught things properly with proper knowledge.... from proper sources...

Posted in ramble on 2007-11-25 22:26:20
Dear Thoughts team... Thank you for your support.... I hope you dont think my comment was counter productive because i was only defending Kentlass from many people, not just one.... and not just one comment. the comment yesterday was just teh last straw for me. not sure which user you deleted, or which one you thoguht we were talking about.... but the user who left the last comment yesterday is called EWOW... and she is still there, her blog is still there. I dont know if she has been bothering others, but her comment HERE was very insensative... so it was deleted.... Thank you again for your help.... T.

Posted in Watch this movie......... on 2007-11-25 10:23:21
The constant gardner... hmm.. from the previews I thoguht it would be annoying... as it seems to be in a war ... ? but if you guys saw it and say it is good.. maybe i should get it ..... dont know if they brought it to theatres here or not.. if they do .. I will try to see it :)

Posted in ramble on 2007-11-25 00:57:50
aaaawwwww who deleted that awful comment from yesterday...? for that blatantly insensitive person who left that comment yesterday... I was going to ask you if you had kicked a dog or a cat on your way to work today?... because it seems that is what you like to do.... you like to kick people when they are hurt and down... and replay the same old broken record.. I seem to be hearing all over the site lately… which is aimed at discrediting Kentlass's character…. I am really fed up with the attitudes of some people towards Kentlass..... Did you all sit down and talk about Kentlass so much.. that you are all sputting the same comments over and over again…? It is an obvious attack now to discredit her character.. and to shake her own foundation since she is already hurt and down……to make her doubt herself….. since SHE as a sensitive soul... and is the kind who is self analytical.. and always tries not to hurt others…… which is the last resort .. because you cannot discredit what she is saying….. many people do agree with her on what she is saying.. and if you don’t.. you do not have to stoop to such low ends as to try to discredit her chacrater…. It only shows the world what kind of person YOU are… By the world I mean .. those of us who are not so blind to see what is going on… those of us who do not need charming empty words to put before our eyes…. We see what is going on…. Even though we didn’t say so before…. I usually leave people alone…. They can live their lives anyway they want….. they can lie and cheat… and portray themselves as charming people while they enlarge their own ego…. They can act and win Oscars I am sure… all that I do see… and ignore.. they can do what they like….. and those who believe them… I feel sorry for them…. I try to say a few things to wake them up… but some people don’t want to wake up…… so fine… to each how own…. BUT….. when you start hurting someone as nice as Kentlass… I draw the line there…. I am usually careful .. because anything I might say..which people might disagree with…. Or if they just don’t like ME.. or my personality… SOME people will GLADLY take it and say AHA.. its because she is a muslim… and they will start bashing islam…. Well if you want to do that… please take a number and stand in line…. There are many people ahead of you….. Such is the world I have to live in now….. But I really don’t care anymore.. You want to take cheap shots at me.. my religion… my character… go ahead… I really don’t care…. I stand before you with open arms… I am an easy target… take your best shot… Just remember… I really don’t care…. I could care less what people with attitudes like YOU think, people with low standards of behaviour… and low values .. who are emotionally and spiritually challenged .. who hurt others and take them to pieces slowly and skillfully while playing the victim or the devine …. Because I see you for what you are…. Go ahead…. Just leave nice gentle people like Kentlass alone…she already has enough problems in her own life… to have to worry about being psychologically attacked by you guys on the very site she has been spreading love and caring in. the very site she is seeking refuge in from her own troubled life… And what is her crime? That she cared… and people loved her for it… and paid attention to her…. Something which you guys cant handle…. You think your view of the world is the only one that should be abided by? You think everybody on the planet has the same personality you do? Or should have ?.. because only you are correct….? Well I don’t want Kentlass to develop a character like YOU… I don’t want her to loose her sensitivity and become a stone like YOU I like her the way she is…. Every person is a package.. you accept them as they are if you are really saying you like them…. Or pretending to like them…. If she changes and becomes non-caring insensitive.. like you would have her belief she should… then she will not longer care about your feelings or the feelings of others as much as she does… she will not talk to people for the mere purpose of making them feel better… (and not so she can feel like a guru)….she will not sit there for hours typing up prayer requests for people while she is aching in her body and back… and can only see clearly with one eye…......She will not work as a care giver to people who need physical help and someone to listen to them…. When she is already in pain everyday and taking pain killers all the time…. Have YOU done any of that? I don’t want her to change… she doesn’t need to change…. If YOU people cant handle that .. then too bad…. The fault does not lie with people like kentlass who keep the world peaceful and kind… it lies with people like YOU who try to scratch it to pieces and tear all her work down…and her as well…. I think you should really get yourselves checked… there is something wrong with your priorities in life…and your soul..... Should I apologize for saying any of this? But after all this is the freedom of speech you are all preaching…. Freedom to say anything .. even if it hurts others…….. and I really haven’t said anything.. :) I have actually restrained myself…. I could have said a lot more…. I am sure you are not sensitive enough to have any of this hurt you…. And if it does hurt.. I am sure you will use it to ‘build character’…. I am sure you will take shots at me… go ahead… I really don’t care anymore…. But I will not sit by while you hurt people like Kentlass …. I would say you should be ashamed of yourselves… but I doubt you know what that means…. In your absorption of the ME ME ME world you are living in…. things like shame and manners and values and respect seem to have flown out the window and have been blindly replaced with words like freedom of speech and liberated and character and strength and love and bla bla bla… all of which are used OUT of context… to mask what you are really doing....But to others they sound great…. So take a shot… Try to flag me… Try to play the victim…. Try to deny things…. Try to discredit me….. Try to attack me…. Try to shred me to pieces… I really don’t care…. Just stop hurting this poor lady …..... and grow up ..

Posted in Watch this movie......... on 2007-11-24 22:14:19
Elaine... you really should see it.. also the green mile is wonderful... I happened to watch yet another king movie over the weekend... but I DONT think you wanna watch that one.. hehheeheee.. its dreamcatcher... its scary , disturbing.. and has aliens doing weird thigns.. :P

Posted in Once upon a time on 2007-11-23 07:42:41
Do you have anymore of these facts pleeeeeeeez? :D that was awesome.... I was blown away... :)

Posted in Watch this movie......... on 2007-11-23 07:04:57
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA that was funny... :D HHAAHAHAHAA actualy that just started this morning.. heheheehehee... and hopefully tomorrow too :DDDDDDDDDD

Posted in Watch this movie......... on 2007-11-23 05:28:50
oh wow.. didnt know he wrote that one too... that is one of my favourites... :) Hmmmm... its funny the things we dont know about people :)

Posted in Watch this movie......... on 2007-11-23 04:24:11
hmm.. never knew King wrote nice meaningful stories... i thoguht it was all horror and gore....... interesting... are you suuuuuuuuure? well you should see the movie ... definetly...

Posted in Water .. from a Glass... on 2007-11-23 04:01:26
hahhaa... yes I would love to see those bottles adn their effects... sounds wonderful... used to buy stuff like that .. so I can do this reflection thingi... but they never seemed to have teh same effect.... I thin I wasnt in a place (literallY) in my life that I wanted ot be at... and if I was... It was empty... so I never did do the light adn color effects I always wanted to.... I always wanted to do tehm as drapes of many crystals all over the window... small and large.. so when teh light hit... you got whole world of colors to swim in... funny how one post can pull out so many memories... :P

Posted in Please leave me words of encouragement on 2007-11-23 01:24:20
Of course you can.. :) we are all capable of so much more than we realise.... we just have to want it bad enough... and since you are doing the noble thing for your daughter.... then inshallah you will be helped.... It is a wonderful thing you already started a PLAN.... you haev already gone through a few steps already.... you resolved you have an issue you want to deal with you have found a couple of incentives and goals WHY you must do it... you formulated a plan with achievable realistic goals You asked others for support.... and you have already started implementing the plan... :) see how many steps you haev done already? :D you should be VERY VERY proud of yourself... you have already done so much.... many people just sit there saying i want to do this.. and then they do nothing for fear of failing... or they start a tiny bit.. with no plan no real spirit in it... and HOPE things will all fall into place without them making an effort... :P YOU however, are strong and organized... and determined.... and if you keep that up ... then you can succeed... :) inshallah ameen

Posted in it is a cold and wintery day..... on 2007-11-22 13:25:22
hahahahahaa... maybe I am both...? :P

Posted in it is a cold and wintery day..... on 2007-11-21 21:30:02
K'lass... Hope you are feeling better... Glad to see you up and about..... hope you are getting some 'fresh air' outside of here as well.... :)

Posted in it is a cold and wintery day..... on 2007-11-21 21:26:51
Elaine... that sounds wonderful :) I wish one day i could visit ireland and sctoland... I see them in movies... tehy are simply wonderful... I would like to visit many places... :) Hope your back is behaving these days :D

Posted in it is a cold and wintery day..... on 2007-11-20 21:45:56
scarborough... welcome :D yes no doubt about it... the symphony of trees in the winds is the best... currently I have to watch the trees at our beighbours house.. cuase this house i am in does not have trees around it at all.... which is a pitty... I adore trees... :D

Posted in it is a cold and wintery day..... on 2007-11-20 21:43:44
JD... yes I geuss snow can do that... I have had to even walk in teh snow every morning to go adn stand waiting for the buses to go to work.. it was either too icy.. or too slushy.. and it would be a big mess for people who have to walk....sometimes you haev to step in puddles of ice water becaseu there is no other place to walk.... I remmeber it..... we would always be trying not to slip and fall down.... aside from betting hurt.. you really didnt want to get wet.. cause it was freezing out there.... but I still lvoed teh snow... there is nothing like walking to the bus early in teh morning when it is snowing ... it would be soooooo quiet..... as if it was snowing peaceful things.... I too have that image in my head of standing on teh hill side.. high up .. with my arms open wide in teh wind... and my jacket flapping in teh wind... wishing I could then fly up high with it.... I used to enjoy also teh wind in teh autumn when if would blow against me whilst i was walking.... and blow all teh colored leaves my way .. I would go thru tehm as they blew beside me and around me....and I also opened my arms sometimes... if the wind was strong enough... :D

Posted in Migraine. on 2007-11-20 09:06:59
AHA.. I didnt knw you could get migranes from food alergy... I seem to be getting them all the time lately... maybe i am eating soemthing i shouldnt... what is your alergy from stickman? teeeeeeeeeeeell meeee :)

Posted in Logging in & out on 2007-11-20 09:02:57
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA you peeepol are craaaziiiii HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA :D

Posted in Wahabism and Sunnism on 2007-11-20 07:02:38
Wahabism.. is not sunnism According to the link you have for information about islam or islamic politics....... and so forth.. I have noticed that it is Shia site ? which is fine.. to each his own... but please do not categorise sunnis with the Wahabi group... because they are very different. unless that was not your intention.. in which case .. I apologize... but it did seem from the tile of this post, that it was suggesting it... so I thought I should at least leave you a little note... :) Thank you...

Posted in Natalie continues to do well! on 2007-11-20 02:01:55
she talks back to you? :D wow congratulations!! its the little thigns that tell us they are doing ok.. and being normal kids again...eh? inshallah you can look forward to her driving you crazy as a teenager... hehehe... becasue it would mean that she is healthy and ok :D (((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))) lots of hugs to you all.... and especially to YOU!... it is hardest on the parents... and you have gone through alot.... you are a brave and strong lady...and yes you have every right to cry.... it is good for your body and your soul... remember during all this .. to take care of YOU.... dont neglect yourself.... if you want to be able to be always around for Natalie.. and always there to help her.. you haev to take time also for YOU.... it is not an option really... I am told this is imperative to survival.... ((((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))) take care you bunch :) me

Posted in Spiritual Auras Colours/Meanings on 2007-11-20 01:32:12
dont worry.. nobody thinks you are rude... :) we all have busy lives.. adn things to deal with.. its not like the computer is glued to our foreheads.. and we haev time for it all teh time... sometimes I go for 1 or 2 days before answering people's comments or emails... if they are going to think me rude for that... instead of remembering that I haev a REAL life outside of this site.. then taht is too bad :) (((((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))) take care my dear... and dont worry about the little details too much... :)

Posted in The new cooker, the pond and me on 2007-11-19 21:36:48
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAAAAA... you haev mighty strange and hilarious stories Elaine...hahahaha... maybe you go through these things so you can have material for your book... heheheehe.... I'D BUY IT!!! hahahahaahaa I can see myself snuggling up in bed under a warm blanket reading it .. while drinking some hot milk... and then suddenly spitting the milk all over the place and laughing my head off.. hahahahahahaahahaaa :D

Posted in If you can read this thank a teacher on 2007-11-19 10:27:20
gory details? hahahahahaa... Ahem.. dont think i want to know that much... I mean one can be devilishly curious.... but umm....heheheehee... Hey Kent.. channel Bede and see what you pick up... otherwise we have to call the natinal guard!! :)

Posted in Thoughts Acting Funny - Only Temporary on 2007-11-19 10:20:11
Aye Captain... will do... :D

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-19 05:17:02
I am ticklish yes... but I think it depends who is tickling me.... :D that is reserved for selected few.. heheheee and yes Kent.. you can stay here as looooooong as you like... and post as many as you like... if you need to talk about what is bothering you. you can always email me :)

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-19 05:12:25
well I haev ONE... but it has green beans and rice in it right now :D heheheee

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-18 08:47:02
Kent... Yeh it occured to me strongly... so stop tapping into my head.. hhahaahahahaaaa... or my feeligns.. i have many bad people and things around me.. you dont want to get noticed by them.... stay safe... yeh its sciatica and a few other thigns too...lst time the doc said to put a warm bottle but not hot... i dont think i would feel a warm one though... I have a few 'layers'....hehehee.. yeh taking the anti-inflam stuff.. and sometimes painkillers... if its not too strong i try not to take em... made another rappointment with my doc... but he could only see me next week... rats! :) dont worry about emails.. I even forgot i wrote you one.. my memory isnt that great.. heheeheh (((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))) its good to have you back...if those people arent REALLLYYYYYYY close to you... which means they would probably hurt you teh most.. easily... then ignore them... and to heck with everything they said or thought... who cares...keep away from them.. and come talk to meeeeeeeeee :D **pat...pat**

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-18 08:42:43
Thanks Elaine :D yes i am trying to be too... someone reminded me last night.. to lvie each moment... and stop worrying abotu other stuff...especially teh stuff you cannot change... sorry to hear you are in pain... wow we all seem to be down with soemthing.. heheehee.. we should form a support group.. heheee.. well I geuss this is kinda like one eh? my best friend has been fighting a cold for a few days now.. and I just started feeling as if I am getting one today..even though we didnt meet.... is that weird or what? :D **zang**

Posted in Spiritual Auras Colours/Meanings on 2007-11-18 08:18:52
oh maaaan this is like a tease now... you tell us this.. and you cant read our auras... gggrrrr now we REALLYYYYYYYY wanna know.. hahahahaaha you play with our minds..you tease us... I should get a Luigii to throw a pizza on'a youuuuu you like pepperoni? :D **droooooooooool** :PPPPPPPPPP

Posted in Thoughts Acting Funny - Only Temporary on 2007-11-18 08:12:32
JD... hahaahahahahahahaahahahahahaaa... ROTFL.... :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Posted in Thoughts Acting Funny - Only Temporary on 2007-11-18 01:30:30
yeh we figured you guys were doing that kinda stuff.. :) either that or bugs... please dont forget the CATEGORIES when things go back to 'normal'... pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezz.. thanks a bunch :)

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-17 20:46:40
yeeees yoooodaaaa :D

Posted in Say goodbye on 2007-11-17 12:50:00
Have Fun Feiz... :) **waves** they have computers over there man... drop us a line :D heehee

Posted in If you can read this thank a teacher on 2007-11-17 12:47:04
Beeeeeeeeeeedeeeeeeeeeee wheeeeeeeeeeere aaaaaaaaaaaaare yooooooooooooo? Hey bede.. do you have someone in yoru life.. that you are dumping us for? :( I protest!! I mean yaaaaaaaaaaay bedeeeeeeee :D hehe.. but still.... I must protest... you cant just leave us hanging like this... :( meow?

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-17 12:43:46
Ahem.. yoga that is .. not yoda... :D hehe

Posted in Night (II). on 2007-11-17 12:32:31
Wow ... just the color you picked and the color of the text.. and then the mysterious poem starts... I had the urge to start whispering for some reason... heheheheee... I didnt know you write poetry... :) you draw funny stickmen and write poetry..ha? a versatile artist :) thanks for visitng my site again... have a message for you there :P

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-17 12:26:37
Elaaaaine babe (((((((((HUGZ))))))))) how have you been?... I havnt been reading many blogs lately... have you published your writing yet? hehehee... I am behind you on this... :D yes problem is my face seems to be very expressive... so I am told.. haha.. so when i am in pain it shows.... and when i am angry it shows.. dagnabit... :) Pilates eh? I will have to ask my doctor if i am allowed to do that... see i have a slip disk ... so I have to check about things ... but that is a good idea... he said yoga was ok.. is pilates like yoda?.. kindaa? thanks for the idea Elaine.. my God how come i never thought of it.. I should at least buy the tape .. if at least yoga .. and try it at home... Elaaaaaaaaaaaaaine.. what would i do without you ((((((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))) and why didnt you say so before?.. hahahahaahahahahaaaaa thank you my dear :D

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-17 12:20:40
STICKMAAAAAAAAAAAN... :D you may not rememebr this... but you are the first one to post a comment on my blog! the very first person :D so I always remember you ...and your drawing... its makes me smile everytime I see it...its hilarious.. in a very artistic way.. :D welcome back... yes I used to get songs playing in my head all day... and I didnt know why... then I remembered i have a radio alarm clock.. and even though i would not consiously hear it... they still get stuck in my head.. and I cant flush them out.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarg... hehe yeh its nice peacful stuff for now... if you wanna hear what that stuff sounds like... I have posted 2 audio files on my blog... they are here somewhere... I am sure there is a link to them.. they keep changing things... I am loosing track of my stuff.. :) I sent them an email where I said: STOP moving my things!! heheheee.. but I dont think they got the joke.. hahahahahahahaaa Ah well... thanks for the good wishes.. and yes I definetly have to do something about it..

Posted in test post 2 on 2007-11-17 09:46:40
my computer is going bonkers... everytime i click a link to a blog, or even my own posts, it shows me the page but from a day ago... even thought I just posted soemthing, or a comment... I always have to hit refresh once or twice to get an updated version of the same page... email is doing that tooo... is my computer going insane ?.. or is this a hickup in the system...? its been doing it since yesterday i think... have we been invaded by alien buuuuuuugs? sincerely, this-blue-text-really-hurts-my-eyes :D

Posted in my day....by traveler... on 2007-11-17 09:33:47
I want an alarm clock like that. hahahaa that is totally insane.. :D yeeees I have to pay the doctor a visit... must rememebr to call them tomorrow... eekk the spirit of the prophet is with ME? cant I just tell him I am a vampire? HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA and if he dont come with teh list, then I vill have to bite him! it wasnt really embarrassing for me... I really dont care what people think... I am not doing anything wrong... I am in pain.. I think for the most part.. I have grew beyond the point of caring what others think... well most of the time anyways heheehee :D

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-14 13:31:07
aye luigiii youa craaazi aman.. :D LOL

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-14 11:12:11
Heya luigiiiii stopa telling' apeeeepol eeeeeveryting!!! youra mama tolda yooo nota do'a thaaaat! :PPPPPPPPPPPPPP Giva feiz soma de cuppa cakes!! nice'aaa bambeeeno :D

Posted in If you can read this thank a teacher on 2007-11-14 11:08:12
yes and proud of it.. heheheehehee :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Posted in diary on 2007-11-13 22:03:27
If I could blanket you with a hug that protects you always I would.... but it seems we all have to go thru so many tests in our lives.. some of which are very painful... and others less so... its like a roller coaster... you will have up times and you will have low times...that is how life will be ...always... and it is like taht for some of us more than others... had an episode myself yesterday... where it brought back many things to mind... and even taht one wasnt as bad as the other ones.... but yesterday I was lucky to have someone to talk to... which is rare in my life.... so its a blessing.... so you and I were having bad times at teh same time eh?... sympathy pains? heheeheheheeheeee ((((((((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))))))) you are loved Lass.. remember that when bad times come along.. you are very loved :D and if you are down.. and I am online... send me an instant message... :)

Posted in If you can read this thank a teacher on 2007-11-13 21:50:58
well you know US .. heheheehehehee the maaaaaaaaad group :D that is enough.. hehehee

Posted in Community Forum - New Section Opened on 2007-11-13 12:18:08
(((((((((((((hugz))))))))))))))

Posted in Community Forum - New Section Opened on 2007-11-12 20:00:33
That is a wonderful idea.... many people seem to need that.... I am glad they listened to you :D yes yes... well done... :)

Posted in Okay, Goodnight and a ponder........ on 2007-11-12 09:27:12
Mwaaaa Haaaa Haaaa... :D

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-11 11:37:45
yeh we aaaaaaaaaaaaare heheheehe... Join us Lass... be one of us.. heheheehe look into my eyeeeeessss @@ yooooou wiiiiiiiiiil joiiiin ussss.. you reeeeeally waaaaant tooooo :D ROTFL :D

Posted in Least We Forget - 11th November Remembrance Day on 2007-11-11 06:06:38
yes we used to wear the poppy flowers for them every year in canada... :) sorry i wasnt here when you needed me... It was an insane weekend . with fixing major things in my room...etc.. ((((((((HUGZ)))))))))

Posted in If you can read this thank a teacher on 2007-11-10 02:19:03
Bede... that is truly a nice story...I tried to think back.... and remember if there was such a teacher in MY life... but I couldnt... noone that really stands out in my mind at all... Like JD .. I have many stories of dissapointing teachers... tons of those haha... but none that really stood out and made a diference in my life...for the better that is.... I do remember when I walked to school one day... I was probably 6 or 7... and I had seen a little kitten on teh sidewalk meowing, her mom was not around.. and she was abandoned... she was scared and hungry.... I stood there.. not knowing what to do...I petted the kitty... but we were late that morning.. and my sister was yapping at me to keep up , and that she is not going to wait for me... so I had to leave the kitten...and I felt as if you just tore my hart in two...because I didnt help her.... when I got to school.. we were still in the yard outside...I was crying... and I was trying not to show it... but when the teacher asked me what is wrong... and I told her.. she started laughing at me... telline me how silly that is... then I found her standing with another teacher pointing at me and both of them laughing.... The lesson I learned that day... never show your feelings.. and never share your feelings with anyone.... ...... oh.. and.. that teacher is baaaaaaaaaaad.... :) The End...

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-10 01:58:10
Maybe we should check with JD... he IS the red Bug after all... he knows how to sit on a leaf :D is that alright with you feiz?... you can have JD as your sensai? heheeheee :)

Posted in Love.... on 2007-11-09 09:25:52
we can only be ourselves.... we are always changing and hopefully evolving... if we pay attention to ourselves.... you are still very young.... you will meet soooooooooooooo many people in yoru lifetime.... some will like you and some will not.. that is life.. you cannot please everyone.. and you are not expected to anyways... what is important is that we try to always change for the better... and that we like ourselves first... before anybody else can like us... T.

Posted in Friends..... on 2007-11-08 13:15:03
Hey there... :) yeh I think its ok if you have moments of bad attitude.. (depending what kind it is .. :)...) because we all have that... but maybe htey are hoping you dont have the bad attitude all the time.. cause it eats away at YOU.. but yes.. you are entitled... we all are when we go thru hard times... and that is normal.... so dont feel bad tht you are feeling bad.... its ok.... :) sometimes when I was going thru hard times.. I felt like I was alone and nobody understood me... or was there for me.. sometimes it seems they dont know what to do.. or they have their own problems... and sometimes they just dont understand ... only a person who has gone thru a similar thingi as you... might get what you are feeling... but not everybody... :) so dont expect them to understand it properly... that way you wont be dissapointed :) I am sorry to hear you are going thru so many things... lets take them one at a time.. so they dont feel like a big mess in your head... grandmother... take time to mourn and cry and remember the good times... let your feelings out if they want to come out...give yoruself time ... your dad... not sure what the story is on that one... but yes it is not easy i am sure... maybe you can talk to your mom about that... your mom being a lesbian... well ok so you dont like it.. I dont like it eitehr :) hehe.. but its her choice... and you should talk to her about why it bothers you.. and how that affects you and your life... its your right... you should talk to her... at least maybe you can come to an understanding about things... money... well having money would help... but its not everything... lets worry about the other stuff first... worrying about money can come after you deal with teh other stuff first...because the other stuff is internal stuff... money is external... :) take them one thing at a time dear... if you take them all at once it can be overwhelming... (((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))) take care my dear... T.

Posted in Influenza and Fireworks on 2007-11-08 07:48:31
yes we all looooooooooooooooove our Bede :) Hey if you are still feeling a bit sick.. drink camomile tea...! althoguh its best when you feel you are starting ot get sick.. if you drink lots you have a good chance at fighting it... but hey it doesnt hurt... garlic, onion, camomile tea.... :D the good news is no vampries will come near you..:D nobody else for that mater. heehehehehee ((((((((((HUGZ))))))))) but iz goood for you :)

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-08 06:07:13
shaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy :) num num dont mind if i doooooo :)

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-07 10:57:02
LOLOLOLOL...

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-07 10:40:26
gggggggggrrrrrrrmeeeeow.... :D

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-07 10:29:00
DOH!.. you spilled !!! hahaahhahaa heheehehehee... now IIIIIIIIIII will have to bite you :D I am allowed heheheee :P

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-07 10:27:15
heheheee... dont worry we are not THAT mad :D

Posted in I was living a day once more. on 2007-11-07 06:00:35
Everybody is thinking of flying these days.... :D me tooooo pictures come to my head... we are all like a bunch of ducks...I'm freeeeeeee and I jump off the hill.. and cloooooose my eyeeeeeees and flyyyyyyyyy and BOINK!! I smash into JD and Feiz.. all smash heads together.... feathers flying everywhere!!!!! :D Nice poem feiz :D

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-07 05:36:32
LOLOL... yeah we are a bunch of mad maaaaaaad people mwaaa haaaa haaaa :D

Posted in Influenza and Fireworks on 2007-11-06 12:27:14
I love fireworks... over here in summer they have fireworks aaaaaaaaaall the time.. at least once a day you will hear one.... why ? because its the new trend if there is a wedding, they have to have fireworks... at least like 7 or 8.... if not more... when I was at my aaaaaaaaaaaaaunt's (hehehee... inside joke) there was a wedding very close to where she was.. and I wanted to kill those people.. they would shoot some sort of a gun or whatever made a very annoying BANG!! BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG.... Then 2 minutes later or 5 minutes later the same thing... and it was 9 PM.. and I was trying to rest my head.. I was very tired.... it was sooo annoying.... I should have crashed the wedding.. went up to the guy and put the fireworks up his nose! HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAAA... :D ahem.. late night rant :P hehe

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-06 12:06:55
Feiz... how to sit on leaf? aaaah this is kung fu lesson... little grasshopper... but do not fear.. I sensay will teach you.... you bring it .. little leaf.... you place it .. ever so slightly on grass.... then you sit on it! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA LOLOLOLOLOL :D

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-06 12:04:45
aaaaaaawwwwwww thanks you guys... I am glad we are all insane people here.. AND WE LIKE IT!! hahahhaahahahahaaa glug glug.. taking my hair and nail suplement pill... BIG RED PILL.. can they make them any bigger? I tell ya ....if I put this pill up my nose it will clog it! hahahahahahahaaaa

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-05 22:20:52
Bedeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D ((((((((((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))))) where have you been young lady? we missed you :D never leaf us again :P

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-05 11:25:36
Kentlass.... Thank you :) got it... yes yes :D JD..... hahahaahahahaaaaa... you iz crazi Leaf it to you to come with things like that :D like a bug on a leaf :D bbbzzzzzz :D

Posted in rramble on 2007-11-04 09:22:27
Kent babe... we all have these scared thoughts...if the very few people around us leave us.... how we will be alone in the world... because the rest around us... are busy with tehir own lives... and as is we barely see them now... I want to say ....if they all leave you.... you can come and live next to me in Jordan... and I will inshallah be there for you....but then I dont know where I will be in a few years either...or what my own health would be like... hehe ((((((((((HUGZ))))))))) dont worry... rely on God to send you good people.. who will be there for you... the way you have been there for your mom... :) .. he does not forget... :) and if you are still scared then... you can email me... and we will see what we can work out :D ok? ((((((((HUGZ)))))))) me

Posted in maybe..........depressing poem... on 2007-11-03 13:36:42
thanks babe :) (((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))))

Posted in My Green Book - 5 on 2007-11-03 00:34:45
Hi bubblyyyyyyyyyy :) heard from Bede lately?.... been absent for a while.... :(

Posted in Just one of those days on 2007-11-02 12:21:08
and yet.... you are still alright... in one piece... your loved ones are ok... and all is well :) sometimes things like that happen .... so worst things will not.... :)

Posted in An open Thank You on 2007-11-01 06:55:45
Hey babe... :) this is probably something you already know... but I will mention it... in Internet explorer version 7, it has teh apility to zoom in.. at your own choice.. and make all pages and text bigger. so if you still dont have it I recomend downloading it. it helps alot with small text... Also for those days taht you are not seeing very well... maybe you should check into what JD has been doing on his computer, the voice recognition software.. maybe your operting system has something similar? we have to ask JD... I will ask him to post a comment or email when he gets a chance... maybe your system has soemthing similar and you can just dictate to the computer, and it types it for you.. me tired now.. (((((((((((hugz)))))))))))) take care.. me

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