Yayyyyy! I did it! I got myself up and out, took my grandkids to mass then to McD's. Played with them a little in the kids courts they have their. We had a good ole time. The kids were good, I was happy, everything was peechy keen!
Then I took them home, dropped them off, and went to my other daughter's for a birthday party they were throwing for her father-in-law. I felt a little put out, no one threw me a party for my 50th, I was lucky to get a happy birthday though I must admit she bought me an MP3 player. Still, I was a little jealous I guess you'd say but only a little. I got over it after about the 3rd Heineken. Amazing what a little alcohol can do for your spirits. My wife was flirting with some guy there, I didn't like that any too much either but she apologized to me in front of him so I guess it's ok, Another point of jealousy... she's lost so much weight that I feel threatened when she flirts, not like it used to be. She's looking good and I'm sure she knows it. Who's to say she doesn't want to play a little now that she does? Especially since my meds have all but killed my libido. All but? More like killed it completely. I couldn't get it on with her if I wanted to.
Oh well, so she was flirting. I let her know I didn't like it. I made a snide comment to her and gave her the cold shoulder for a while. As I said, she took the hint and apologized to me and I let it drop at that. No sense in making a mountain out of a mole hill.
The time change was today which means it starts getting dark at around 5 now. I frigging hate this time of the year. More then anything else I hate it when it's always dark. I think I'm seasonally affected by it in that my depressions always seem to be so much worse at this time of the year. Why not? It's dark all the time. I miss the sun. I need the sun. Before you know it it won't be getting light until 7 and it'll be dark at 4:30. I cannot take this time of the year at all. It makes me insane how much I hate it. It's always so dreary and depressing, never any sunlight and if there is sunlight then you're in work for it.
Oh well, that's enough of a rant about that. Gotta accept it and move on. Next rant: the Phillies! Just WTF was wrong with them last night? The played like chumps. They're the defending world champions, they better play better in this next game! Truth to tell I don't expect them to win the world series this year. But they should put up a better fight. Don't get me wrong, I would love to see them win but I don't expect them to.
And the Eagles had a nice win today. 40 to 17 over New York but they didn't so much win as the Giants lost. Still it was nice to see a 1 go up in the win column.
That's enough rambling for today. Good night y'all!
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