| Tony51203's Blogs in October 2009
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My Lament
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The darkness it is creeping
Over all the land it is seeping
It comes and it goes
It's face it never shows
Sometimes it comes and doesn't go
Why? For all the world I wish I coud know
All in it's path it covers
Over my head it always hovers
Now it is coming back
My brain it will......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-01 17:24:49 |
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Oct 2, 2009
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Well I thought I was doing better, and I was, I was doing better. But it's coming back, it's coming back without ever having left. It's winding it's way up again, drawing tight around me. I'm getting more and more depressed. This started yesterday and continues into today. Tears are back, still......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 10:50:13 |
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Fuck this shit
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Fuck it, fuck it, fuick it. I'm fucikng doine with this shit, i've fucking had enough and I ca't take any fucking more. Fuck it do you fucking hear me? Fuck it, fuck it all. I'm fucking exiting this fucking shit, stage fucking left. I'm fucking done with ti. Fucking enough is fucking enough,......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 12:16:18 |
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Lost it
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Help Me please
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Help me please. Somebody help me. I'm fucking losing it today, big time. I'm way over the dge and heading for a crash. I can't beat this, I'm fucking losing. I've fucking lost. Please somebody throw me an anchor, something to hold onto, something to keep me from drifting too far. I'm lost......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 12:27:10 |
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Losing it
need help
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Losing It
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Okay this is a poitnless post. I've already done my journal entry today, plus a few more just for me. I have nothing else to talk about but I need tot alk. I'm fighting for my sanity here and this is one of the ways I can retain it.
I'm losing it today, big time losing it. I am way over the......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 12:52:21 |
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losing it
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Oct 3, 2009
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I think I've turned the corner today. Yesterday was a very, very bad one, worse then I've had in a while. I wasn't ready for it to get so bad so quickly. It damn near overwhelmed me. I had to batten down the hatches and actually take steps to insure I would try to off myself or, if I did, that......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-03 18:44:22 |
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better but not great
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This time I made it
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The breeze came a blowing
And the darkness went a flowing
It's the same old thing
same cycle, same ring
In comes the evil, the bad
It breaks my heart, makes me sad
causes pain I wish I never had
Makes me feel weak and always so bad
Makes me hate me and more then that
Makes me......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-06 16:52:24 |
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Oct 8, 2009
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Been doing well these past couple of days. My meds are back where they should be, again. I haven't been sleeping well though, mostly due to this damn cough I have that just will not go away. Seems I cough almost constantly. I don't think it's due to a cold, don't feel one coming on. I tried......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-08 12:56:10 |
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Rambles out of boredom
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Hello world. Still feeling good today, thank God for small favors.
What about coincidence? Do you believe in coincidence? How deeply do coincidences go? Does one coincidence lead to another and another, ad infinitum, until they change your life forever?
This last time I tried to exit......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-09 13:40:21 |
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rambles
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I want to show you
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Not sure if I've ever posted this. I found it on my desktop which to me means I never did since I usually delete things after I post them. Anyway it struck a chord with me so I thought I'd post it. If I have already then please forgive me.
I Want To Show You
I've taken you for granted......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-09 13:43:39 |
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