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My thoughts are a twirl
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Help me, my thoughts are a twirl
They're spinning around
and around in a whirl
Round and round they go
Where they'll stop
I have no way to know
They're spinning down
They're spinning up
They're spinning all around
My head it's too full
It's like the proverbial
China......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-24 17:05:03 |
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My mind's meanderings
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An oblate spheroid covered in blues and greens
Here and there spots of brown,
the top and bottom covered in white,
So huge yet so tiny
Half of it in bright light,
the other half in shadow
The light side shadowed by clouds
On the shadowed side can be seen myriad spots of light......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-24 13:29:54 |
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just wandering
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Staying the course
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Whew. What a change from yesterday morning.I'm really not sure what came over me yesterday. I was practically a basket case.
I knew when I got upi that I didn't feel right. Then it all went downhill from there. I was full of boundless energy yet the tears kept coming any way. First tears......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-24 10:22:07 |
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dunno
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Stabilizing
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There, I think I'm stabilizing now. I had a very unstable morning, more so then I care to admit,
I fought that instability in the only way I know how to keep myself focused. I typed. I must have typed a dozen posts, deleting each one, all except 2 of the milder ones. Writing helps to keep me......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-23 12:17:51 |
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improving
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Searching for stability
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I'm reaching for stability here. I'm over the top, off the sides, and below the bottom.
This is frigging ridiculous. I can't even catch my breath. I am so very much on edge today. Gotta do something to get control back. Jumping right out of my skin. I'm wandering the frigging house feeling......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-23 10:46:45 |
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dunno
losing it
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Day whatever, I've lost count
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I watched The Patriot last night. Love that movie. An epic tale. One of Mel Gibson's best.
I had toruble sleeping again last night. First I couldn't get to sleep then I was up and down all frigging night. Very restless sleep. Yet this morning I don't feel tired at all.
However all's not......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-23 10:18:43 |
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very borderline
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Senses
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I just read a couple of posts about sounds and one about touch. They set me to thinking. Sounds... sights... tastes... smells... touch.
The sounds of my granchildren's laughter.
The sight of my kid's smiles.
The taste of my mother's home made rice pudding.
The smell of the......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-22 14:24:01 |
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sound
sight
touch
hearing
smell
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Dunno
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Hello again world. Boy did I get recced last night! :) Don't worry, be happy. It feels good to self medicate every once in a while. Kind of blows off the steam, don't you know. My wife got a little smoked over it but what the hey, all's well that ends well I always say
I slept well and late.......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-22 11:47:20 |
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dunno
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A pointless post
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Hello. I'm sitting here, pleasantly buzzed, with nothing especially important to say. I'm pleasantly recced out (not sure if that's technically correct but a good friend of mine used to call it reccing.) and I've had a few beers.
See, I was running high today, so high I could touch the sky......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-21 18:36:52 |
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no point
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Playing hooky
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Hello again world. I'm back, your friendly neighborhood nut case.
I'm feeling OK this morning. Still no signs of depression though I think I was a bit hypomanic yesterday. Today I mostly just feel... I dunno, weird. I think I'm losing my mind this morning. It feels like a mild depression......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-21 09:49:13 |
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dunno
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