I was just sitting here.....looking at my myspace, and i saw picture of an old friend who passed away in July. James. He was an amazing person. I loved him alot, and i think he loved me at one time. I still just cant believe he is gone. We exchanged some really horrible words the last time I saw him, but i will never forget the horrible phone call i recieved when he passed away. My best friend called me and told me and it was true. He was brutally shot and killed, over something so dumb, and was not worth his life. I regret never being able to say goodbye to him. I miss him so much. We hold so many memories together...walking home hand in hand, our music....sayings, all of our memories. I will never forget. He taught me alot, even when he died. To never regret what you say to someone, because it may be the last time you see them. I never thought he would be the first one to go,, i thought for sure I would be, with every thing ihad been through, but no. He beat me. :[ There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about him and the wonderful person he was. I know he cared for me alot and i let him down. I didnt let him love me. And he actually loved me and showed it. Not alot of ppl are like that anymore. :[

I love him, and there will never be a star that I dont look at and not think of him, because he is my shining star, looking down on me, there for me to wish on every night...

i love you jimmy robert williams. I will see you soon hunny. wait at the pretty gates for me. xo