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Today, I got a fever. When I woke up, I felt ok, but by 3rd hour, I felt really really sick. My stomach hurt, and my head hurt, and my skin hurt, and my muscles feel like they’re being stabbed by pins every so often, making it hard to walk. I really wanted a hug, but I couldn’t hug anyone because I was afraid of making them sick. So I hugged Corinna’s boyfriend, cuz he’s a senior 8D. And I don’t care if he gets sick, since it’s not like he has to go to school or anything.
Corinna finally brought me the Pirate Metal. :3
I went to the community college to meet with this person about getting into this program of people who help people who have ADD. I guess I’m gonna have a psychiatrist after all?
I hope the person is nice. I had decided not to tell my parents anything important anymore. That makes me sad, now having no adult to talk to or ask advice. I can’t talk to teachers or they might get too worried about me or something. Maybe now I will have someone to talk to.
I really hope I can keep this up, I don’t want to fall apart during the summer. I hate that. I hate acting really dumb and emotional, especially with my mom. She always treats me like a girl and calls me gay and calls my friends gay (some of them are gay, but not all of them). If I act like that, it will just make her treat me worse. Even if I am gay, and I think I’m bi, it still really hurts a lot.
And I don’t want to talk to my dad because even though he’s nice to me, he’s very firm about things (which is like me, but just about different things), and it makes me feel very guilty a lot.
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Posted by Tokubi on 2008-05-29 20:33:46 | Rating: | Views: 36
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