[ok. So... There's this thing or maybe entity that's been around me for the past five or six years. I don't know what it is, or whether or not it is real. It started when I was about 10. When I was... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-03 20:18:55
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My body shuddered, beads of sweat forming all over my pale skin as he pleasured me with his lips and mouth. He pulled back and looked at me, and I felt a sort of familiarity in the ecstasy that I... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-06 23:53:34
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In One Piece, I feel a certain idealism of young people is embodied. Only people in the past die or get severely wounded. That's how young people chasing a dream are like. They feel invinceable.... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-16 19:00:48
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In the sociology class taught by my gender issues teacher, there was a project where the students wrote stereotypes about themselves and confirm whether or not they were true…seems like... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-17 15:43:39
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Last night I slept well. I didn’t dream anything but the night before that, I had another bad dream. I don’t remember very well, but I just remember there was a lot of death and... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-19 21:28:50
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^.^ Taki is such a good friend~ She actually emailed me when I asked her to! Most of my friends take a couple days. I think I want to start an RP with her! During lunch, I met a... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-20 15:12:54
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Last night I dreamed that I was a little boy (not young necessarily, just small). I lived with my mother or maybe stepmother who was really mean and evil (I thinks she killed or chased out my... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-21 16:54:58
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Two nights ago, I dreamed that I was a thief, a criminal. But I fell in love with a king because he seemed to me to almost radiate kindness and purity. In my dream, for some reason, he looked very... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-24 13:33:05
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I tried to kill myself. Fruit knives are rather ineffective. Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-25 18:50:26
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Yesterday, I went out with my friends. We watched a parade and had a lot of fun. In the parade I even saw the little boy I tutor in chinese and his mom who is in the local mom's club. I think our... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-27 15:12:15
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Recently, I’ve been feeling like killing myself. I tried and failed. Why is not important anymore. The point is, suicide is on my mind, and when we were talking about it in one of my... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-27 15:14:25
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Last night, I stayed up until 1:00 am playing Go. I guess since I haven’t played for so long, I’ve forgotten how crazy I can get when playing it. I got into it because of the manga... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-28 15:56:21
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Today, I got a fever. When I woke up, I felt ok, but by 3rd hour, I felt really really sick. My stomach hurt, and my head hurt, and my skin hurt, and my muscles feel like they’re being... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-29 20:33:46
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Corinna likes to cut herself because it’s interesting and can make cool patterns, not because she is depressed. I like to cut myself (although I don’t because it’s not good for... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-30 16:41:39
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Yesterday, Corinna gave me music from a Taiwanese Black Metal band called Chthonic. They sing about Taiwanese myths and gods and carry the message about being separate from China. It’s a... Read More
Posted by: Tokubi on 2008-05-31 15:44:17
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