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It seems like as you get older friends become less and less important. At least it seems that way to me. Since I was a child I've always had tons of friends and loved to be with them as much as I could. Now I sometimes make plans up just so I dont have to see them. It just seems like it's a babysitting job. Having someone tag along behind you begging to be entertained. Dating isn't as important to me anymore either. It seems like the older I become the more I just want to be alone. Is that bad? I of course don't want to be alone forever. I want to find that special someone, get married, and have children. It's just that I want him to fall into my lap instead of me going out with all of the wrong guys in search of him. I know that it dosen't work that way, but I just can't bring myself to date tons of guys to find that one I want to spend the rest of my life with. As my mom says "How will I know what type of guy I do want if I don't discover what type of guy I don't want." Easier said than done I say. I'm the type of person that instantly knows whether or not im compatible with someone. So far I haven't found that someone. Maybe im being too picky, expecting perfection and setting myself up for failure. I just can't settle. If im going to spend the rest of my life with just one person then i want to make sure that he's the one.