Sometimes I wonder about the life that I lead. I wonder if it is really my actual life or some sort of fantasy I have created. I recently turned 19 and that has been my wake up call. I realized that I have wasted so many years being afraid of reality. In my mind I see how my life should be and......Read More
Ryan,
I remember you telling me that you have never had a valentines day card since u were young so I decided to give u something better, a valentines day letter! In this letter I am going to confess my undying love for you ! First off I want you to know that all of those people who treated......Read More
So I did a little research on that line in the Bible that I hate sooo much. "And it was so" Well with a little help from my boyfriend i have discovered that God was talking to us as his children. Seeing how we are his children in a sense. If a child comes to you and asks you a question......Read More
OK who all has heard of this song? Can anyone tell me where it came from? Ive always wondered about its meaning. His name is my name too? How is his name my name too? My name is John Jacob Jingle Hymer or Smith.....So if you can please find this out for me and get back to me with it!
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All my life I have believed in God and never really knew why. Now that im older im starting to think more and more about the whole thing? Does it seem possible? Sometimes i feel like it isnt. I really want to believe in, but forcing myself to isnt helping. I hate the line in the bible about the......Read More
One min. you like them one min. you hate them. That is seriously how it works for me i mean one min i think im totally in love with a guy and like the next date i just cant stand him. is it me?? Why do i change my mind soo fast? Why cant I give ppl a chance?? Why am i soo picky??? Why am i......Read More
Recently, I found out my best friend in the entire world is gay. I had to find out of this news by reading his myspace blog. This guy is the perfect guy for me. Im in love with him. He even asked me to be his girlfriend before this happened and i declined out of fear of losing him. Well i......Read More
It seems like as you get older friends become less and less important. At least it seems that way to me. Since I was a child I've always had tons of friends and loved to be with them as much as I could. Now I sometimes make plans up just so I dont have to see them. It just seems like it's a......Read More