THE WEIGHT

Another day in a world
where war and death are breathed.
I'm fed, clothed & sheltered-
While people starve and bleed.

Why do i feel so guilty?
Things don't make sense today.

Sometimes the world's so heavy

I buckle underneath the weight.

It seems so out of reach.

The friends, the smiles, the love.

I've fallen off square one.

I'm ready to give up.

I don't want to be like this

It's not special, it's not cool.

Trapped inside my head

Loneliness is cruel.

Popping pills everyday

to stabilise my mood.

Not getting out of bed

and forcing down my food.

Tutoring myself for all the mistakes

that i have made.

Hoping i'll get better

Strong enough to bear the weight


BUSTED UP

Take me away, save me now
fix me, make me happy
take away the emptiness
take away the ache
patch me up, wipe away the tears
get me on the right track
Let me lean on you until i find my feet
if they don't work you can carry me
help me when i can't help myself
find me when i'm lost 
if i'm dying, bring me back to life
when i'm blind, make me see
pick me up off the ground when i have fallen
kiss me when i need your lips
lay beside me when i'm tired
hold me when i'm cold
say you'll always be there for me 
take me as i am
A MESS 

WINTER 

So far down and falling further
Please dig me out, you know you can
Tell me everything i want to hear 
I promise i'll believe you
Hold me close save me from myself
take away my tears andheal all of my wounds
i know you hear me & i know it's me you want 
I know this could all be in my head
the few moments we've shard 
now i m thinking 'what if?'
you seem perfect in an imperfect way 
Now i'm wondering if i'll be ok 
It's getting so lonely when everything is dark 
I'm giving up slowly, how did lifeget so hrd
I need you here, i could lean on your shoulder 
but i'm down and out and it just keeps getting colder

WAITING ROOM 

I've been thinking about you.... the way we used to be
I've been thinking about my life and what you mean to me
I've wasted it all, trying to get back-what's no longer mine
I feel it's over now, I think i'm all talked out
I still feel you sometimes, lying next to me
I close my eyes & dream at night, it's you face i can see
I really hope you're happy and i wish you all the best
I'll always think about you, care and all the rest
One day when is see you-i'll tell you that i'm fine
I can't keep on waiting-i no longer have the time
 


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