Hey, people in cyberspace. I have a delima (wait, is that spelled right?...................whatever i'm too depressed to hit backspace)
okay to my topic, i'm seventeen years old, and i'm in a relationship with this *sigh* wonderfully, hot n sexy guy named Jason who just happeneds to be eighteen years old and 19 on November 15, well i've just turned seventeen so......(what ever i'm babbling now) n e ways, we have been together for lets see, three years well i guess it doesn't count since i wasn't his girlfriend for the first year and a half- but still that's how long we've been "together" anyways, we had a long distance relationship, he lived in houston and i live and dallas, we talked everyday and saw each other on the weekends. we both were perfectly fine until the day i gave him my virginity- GASP- well he wanted to be around me more so he moved out of houston and got a house in Dallas( lets just say he "inherited" the money) anyways i started spending every single tick biting day with him and i enjoy it - i love him- but now he wants me to freaking drop school, leave my unhappy broken home, and come live with him. Dudes, he even gave me a flipping engagement ring. (hello, i'm seventeen, i have my whole life ahead of me!)
well, just yesterday, he called me and we talked for a long time. i asked him if we could chill on seeing each other just for next month so that i can hang out with one of my other friends that he doesn't know, i even had to go all the way and tell him she was a total geek (which she is, that's one of the reasons i want to hang out with her, you know to "teach" her on how to be more out going) he wasn't having it. i told him me and her needed to get some new "bff" time because i was really starting to like her. he told me that he i would have to ask him about when the time comes. then the next thing i hear is the freaking dail tone.
do you see signs of control? i mean how can he tell me no? this is my life! is he trying to whisk me away to be my FATHER? or is he just being a freaking jerk off because the sun isn't shining his way? Am i being a self, ego maniac B with an Itch on the end? or am i just seeing a guy who's in love and doesnt want to lose me? or a stingy s.o.b who just wants me to himself. PLEASE tell me whats wrong! AM I JUST A FOOL IN LOVE?