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with what words would you have me tell you these l

So I sit here with fingers that just wont sit still or be quiet, even though I have told them one hundred times over they wont stop, though I figure that’s only because they are thinking of you. Pop quiz, what hurts most, reading this and knowing these lies are about you, or knowing that these words are lying about you? These words never came easier to me then right now as I line up with my army locked and loaded behind my tongue, though a tired army as it is they will still rip you apart without a second guess but I guess that’s all I want. After this could be the first time that I have slept in weeks as I let you have a free shot at me so make it cheap and make it count so I may not be able to speak though I promise my fingers will speak up for me. Take a chance, I dare you to break free and never look back, just live life longed for long instead of longing for a life to live or lead. This hurts me more then I will let on even with the pleasure I get in knowing that you have no chance of getting back at me from where you sit, so as I fall into pieces fall to your knees and scream anything worth screaming at the stars that we both see from where we are. Don’t fall or crawl to me, its been to long since Iv heard you scream. So scream me a lullaby in the form of a “love” song using the words “I give up”, “You win” and “I cant breath” as I become the last person you will ever see. Tongue-tied and tired with terrified eyes, you have never looked better, if it means taking you down I am willing to go down with you, just as long as you can never get up. Please fire back I want a war because I know when it comes to words I will win. So take this as just a little slap on the cheek because next time it will be a bullet to the heart in the form of words now its up to you, Iv done my part.