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I would...I swear I would, but therapy costs money. Oh well, they say writing is therapy so here I go. Hang on, it could be a bumpy ride.
I guess I am like a lot of people...I have friends who know how I write and they tell me I need to write. Why I never thought of a blog before is beyond me.
I am also charging the batteries in my camera. Maybe with a camera and a blog I can record/witness/be aware of all the beauty that surrounds me.
I've not been very good at being aware for quite some time.
How does someone get to that point? Is it checking out of life? I mean, is that what it is about? Is it about protection? Is it about those meds that keep me so level that I don't feel the highs only the insurmountable lows?
Maybe, I am thinking, I need to make an effort to reach for the highs instead of just expecting them to be there. No easy trick...I mean...as far back as I can remember the highs (which allow me to appreciate those many and varied forms of beauty) just came so easily.
I would hate to think that "life" has broken me.
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About your high...I understand that persons with schizophrenia can be amazingly artistic...Is this the silver lining in the dark cloud?...through my life traumas and their effect upon my psychology I believe that I am sensitive to peoples suffering and can be compassionate towards them. Thats a silver lining...
I would love to read a description of one of your 'highs' if that's possible, please :> if not not to worry.
God bless :)
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Posted by becomeasalittlechild
on 2008-06-02 16:18:28
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