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I am feeling weighed down lately. I feel like the whole world is just going to come crashing down and I will not be able to stop it. Is it my responsiblity to stop it? Am I the one that people look to to stop catastrophies from occuring? This massive weight needs to be removed. Somewhere somehow, it has to come down, to drown all alone.
Isnt funny how every single person around you see you as so happy and always bringing cheer and laughter to the room, but yet inside, you feel like they are laughing AT you. You feel like crawling inside of a little tunnel never to be found, never to have to face another persons fake personality. Do we have the right to hide from that or at least want to hide from it? Arent we all fake in one aspect or another? There are some of us that fake some things, and then there are those of us that fake at it all. Are we all wearing a mask when we seem to be one way and yet we are another? Of course we are. The mask that we wear for some, and then the mask that we put on for others. Does anyone ever get to see the true face? Do we always tell people what they want to hear just to get what we want?
Why is it that we dont ever say what we truly feel when speaking to people? Are we afraid of what we will be thought of? How is it that we keep our most vital thoughts to ourselves and yet we crave for that person to know what it is we think? Why do we have to think twice before we speak when what we want to say is right there, and yet, we know we can't say it in fear of rejection?
How can we care for someone and not be cared back? Is it a sick emotion to love and not be loved back? Do we relish in the thought of rejection? Do we crave the idea of wanting and yet crave the rejection? Is there ever that one person that makes us feel so special and important? Why cant we tell that person how we feel? Is this the mask again?
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Posted by Thinks_2_Much on 2008-01-12 07:03:33 | Rating: | Views: 115
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I think we don't always say want we think, because we don't want to hurt anyones feelings, and yes probably we are all afraid of showing our true selves, yet if that is true then we don't relish rejection, otherwise we would ask every person we liked on a date i guess!
unrequited love teaches us to protect ourselves in future, and yes i think there is a person who will give us that feeling of being special and important, i think there are plenty of people who would, and we are very lucky if we meet even one of them.
we all wear a mask, to protect ourselves and to protect others, if we always said what we thought we would have no friends haha
i want to answer every question as this post has really got me thinking, you have made some great points here.
i think if you are looking for that special person, you must let your guard down, or else they might pass you by without you realising it!
wonderful post T2m, i will be back xxx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-01-12 11:24:21
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