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Its 4 minutes until midnight, my husband left at around 5 pm to go help his father pay bills online....his dad is really computer stupid. So then he was going to go to his moms to get a few things downloaded onto his external hard drive for my sims2. I talked to him at 7:30 and he had just showed up at his moms. I told him not to worry about the sims stuff tonight. He said, no, I will do it tonight and this will give me a chance to get a few minutes of peace and quite. HELLO!!! Someone smack me fucking stupid!! When do I get my peace and quiet. I did everything I could today to keep the kids quiet. That and he slept for a good part of the day.
See our bed is in our livingroom. We moved to a tiny two bedroom apartment 2 1/2 months ago and we don't have a room. In fact, my step children stay the night across the parking lot from us at their mothers. Yes....I live directly across from his exwife....who, for some strange reason.....I have become "friends" with. Anyways....my 15 year old daughter, she has her own room and then my 11 yro & 8 yro boys share the other room. So, we have no privacy, no room to go to when we just want to watch tv or how about making love......having sex.....or a good ol fashion argument. My life is so fucked right now. I can't stand this. And that damn puppy that pissed on my bed.....is whining because I put her in her crate. ARGH!!!!
Ok, so I got off the subject for a minute or two. My inlaws......they depend on my husband for everything. My father in law.....the dick...he uses my husband for everything he can and then shits on him when we may need help with something. My husband hates him.....but doesnt tell him no. My mother in law......she is great. However, he doesnt tell her no either when he needs too. So, it causes issuses at home. He uses her house as a home away from home. I have nothing like that. I don't get along with my parents for nothing. I won't allow them to treat me like a child as they try so hard to do. Right now, its been almost a month since I have talked to either one of them. Thats the longest in a long time and I dont plan to change it. I had a brother who also fought with them all the time. They try to control everything everyone does, and he wouldn't allow it. It was after his death a year ago August that I really started fighting back with my parents.
Oh well. I guess I am going to go on to bed. I have kids to get up in the morning. My husband, even though I use to get his kids up every morning for school very rarely gets up with the kids. I hate mornings too. IT SO SUCKS.
More another time,
SAA
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Posted by Thinks_2_Much on 2007-11-25 23:21:00 | Rating: | Views: 119
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I love you already.
hehe
You just tell it like it is.
I love how you just be yourself.
You are genuine in heart.
I love the Sims2 game.
I really get into building my own cities and designing and decorating my houses.
I built a whole city and many of the houses from the ground up.
I even put landscape in.
It is a very relaxing hobby.
It sure must be hard having no privacy.
I hope your situation improves soon.
I really admire how you befriended the ex.
That shows very strong character.
Thanks for the add on in the friend department. I love meeting new people.
Peace.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-11-28 17:11:45
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