So, I am actually feeling pretty good today. My weekend was very nice, really relaxing, I needed that.

I am on an all natural schedule for my OCD. I take like 8 different herbs at different times in the day, I also am on a no caffeine & sugar diet. I cannot have any stimulants at all. That is hard. I love coffee, I love diet rockstars, I love caffeine. So I am really tired. But it is suppose to really help, since OCD and Eating Disorders are in essence a massive Anxiety Disorder.

So I have been reading alot of studys on Obessive Compulsive Disorder, and found some very interesting things. The new schedule I am on is because of this study I read that a homeopathic doctor referred me to. It talks about OCD being related to the thinness or thickness of the Mylan Sheeth ( the cover around your brain ) I guess they found a corrilation between people with a thin mylan sheeth and OCD. The thinner the sheeth the worse the effect of OCD are on a person. The thicker the sheeth the less potential a person has to have OCD. I guess the sheeth is there to help absorb the electric impulses your brain sends out, if you have a thin sheeth it cant full absorb those impulses which creates an excess of energy kind of chaoticlly bouncings around in your brain.
So this new schedule I am on is a balance of herbs that is suppose to help build the thickness of the mylan sheeth, its a very slow process, and I will never have a "thick" or even "normal" sheeth. But it will at least make it a bit thicker and help at whatever level it can.
I took a test on this and I was noted on having a extremely thin sheeth. In fact the doctor said she had never had a test result come back so high.

So I guess I am really blessed that even though I have all these issues, I am still looked at as being very highly functioning. Which I think I overlook sometimes.

There are some people with OCD tendancys that really cant function very well, so I guess I cant say that the behavioral therepy I went through when I was younger wasnt a total waste.

I need to count my blessing more.