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So, I tried really hard to be healthy again. I did.
But I cant take it. I gained a whopping 15 pounds in the past 3 months. Went up a pants size.
Well yesterday while I was at the store there were these 2 teenage girls behind me.
Well of course I overhear one of them say " Oh my god, look at that girls ass in front of us." and the other one says " Yeah, I mean loose some weight fatty." then they start giggling to themselves.
I cant even explain what that did.
I am ruined.
I cant do this whole weight gain thing. I just cant.
I am happy when I am small, I am happy when I am underweight, I am secure.
And its just the way its going to have to be.

As of today, I am back to restriction.
Posted by Thin_Inside on 2008-01-15 14:02:27 | Rating: n/a | Views: 167


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Posted by
rebelsgirl
on 2008-01-19 16:22:46
 
Be careful thin_inside. You are a good and valuable person. Underweight is not a good place to be, and you shouldn't have to be underweight to value yourself. Strive for normal, healthy, and happy. There is a middle ground here, and that's where you should focus on being. Not fat, not underweight, just normal, just perfect!
 
 

Posted by
mona1979
on 2008-01-22 00:54:58
 
EVEN THOUGH WE LIVE IN A CRUEL WORLD...U HAVE TO BE STRONGER AND NOT LET COMMENTS LIKE THAT BOTHER YOU. WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS THAT YOU GET TO A POINT WHERE U FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF. I KNOW IT'S PAINFUL TO HEAR PEOPLE TALK ABOUT I LIVE THREW THAT EVERYDAY....ALL I CAN DO IS CHANGE FOR MY OWN HEALTH AND STAY STRONG
 
 


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