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I cant handle myself either
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So, I am really trying to get this OCD under some kind of control.
My husband had a complete melt down the other night. And it is all my fault.
I never noticed how much stress my issues place on him. All he wants is for me to be happy, and its killing him that I cant be.
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Thin_Inside on 2008-02-06 11:24:45
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Ready for change
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I am so tired of all the worry and anxiety I go through every day.
I am so ready for change.
I am going to start doing my OCD treatment to the book. I am done half assing it.
I cant handle this anymore. I am ready, I am really ready this time.
Time to get healthy, time...
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Thin_Inside on 2008-01-27 21:29:37
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Scientists Spot Possible OCD Gene
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Scientists Spot Possible OCD Gene
Aug. 22, 2007 -- Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) may be affected by a gene called SAPAP3, new research shows.
OCD is an anxiety disorder marked by recurrent, unwanted thoughts (obsessions) and/or repetitive behaviors...
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Thin_Inside on 2008-01-17 15:36:34
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I cant
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So, I tried really hard to be healthy again. I did.
But I cant take it. I gained a whopping 15 pounds in the past 3 months. Went up a pants size.
Well yesterday while I was at the store there were these 2 teenage girls behind me.
Well of course I overhear one of them say...
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Thin_Inside on 2008-01-15 14:02:27
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weight gain
weight loss
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Fast Food is Addicting
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I really believe this.
I am watching my mother who I believe is a fast food addict spiral out of control.
What the hell are they putting in that stuff to get her to eat out for EVERY meal EVERY day?
And my mom is a heavy woman, she doesnt need all that crap. She is now up to...
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Thin_Inside on 2008-01-07 17:56:53
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Fast Food
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I want him to come
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You know the more I think the worse off I am. Haha... I cant seem to be very positive lately.
In a lot of ways I really just wish Jesus would come back, just get this all over with.
I cant stand what I see myself and others living with and doing day to day, to see the condition of...
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Thin_Inside on 2008-01-02 13:46:31
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Jesus
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World
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Salvation
Murder
Suiside
Redemption
Rapture
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I just want stability
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Seems like I am struggleing for everything so hard lately. And everyone around me is getting things they dream of just handed to them.
I grew up in a family where I always got what I wanted, more or less so I would shut...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-28 11:23:16
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schooling
married
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A New Year
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So on my way to work this morning I was thinking about what needs to happen for me and my family this new year. There are so many things, so I thought I would make a list on here, that way I will always have access to it.
I am nortious for loosing things, so this is a lot better than a...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-21 11:32:09
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New Years
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2008
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Medicating a child
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I started thinking about this subject this morning.
I was reflecting on my own life as a kid and preteen.
I mean do we really think that medicating kids is the way? Its better than teaching them how to deal with the ups and downs of life on thier own? Because god forbid the child...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-20 13:25:04
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OCD is a nightmare
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So I have been really stressed lately. Normally my husband can help calm me down in this, but he is as well stressed to the breaking point with all the stuff going on in his family.
So I know I am really bad when left to my own devices... I just am... no matter how hard I try.
Last...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-19 11:07:12
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Ouch
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Just got back fromt he doctor.. trying to get some help for my scratching because its so bad. And what did they do.... tested me for meth use. What the hell?
They know I am Obessive Compulsive and that this has been an on going issue. It totally hurt me that my doctor would think to do...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-14 14:26:03
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Its all a mess
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My life just feels like it is spinning out of control. Well because it is.
Its just sending me over the edge. I hate my OCD!!! I HATE IT!!!! HATE IT!!!
I get stressed and scratch myself to peices and cant sit still because everythings out of place and its just too much. To the point...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-14 12:58:13
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Abuse so unseen.
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Come to find out my father in law has been severly abusing and neglecting my mother in law who is blind.
I am sick.
I want to go over there and beat his 73 year old face in, i just cant stand it right now.
I dont know why he would do the things to her that we have just found...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-12-12 18:44:48
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Looking up Phone Calls on the Internet?
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So come to find out my in-laws are horrible. Lies lies lies. I feel like I am living in a den of snakes when I am around them. They are alway making up some kind of lie about me and about all the other daughter in-laws.
My in-laws cannot live a day with out gossiping about some...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-11-27 09:35:50
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Love
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You know you love yourself more than anyone in the world.
Face it, its all we think about. Ourselves. If you cant admit that its a shame, and you are fooling yourself.
I wish I could lavish this attention I put on myself elsewhere, maybe then I would slow down my self...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-11-26 17:05:36
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Thanksgiving needs a new name.
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So I just have to say I really hate Thanksgiving.
The premise is good, giving thanks to god for what he has blessed us with through the year.
But then what do we do? We over eat, stuff our faces, and completely render ourselves useless the rest of the day while we try to recover...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-11-25 19:56:39
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Writtings
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I write alot. It helps me get things out. So I was writting this one all this month, thought I would share it. I dont have a title for it yet, I just cant think of one.
Anyways, here it is:
Sometimes I want to sleep in the stream
Let the water take me away
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Thin_Inside on 2007-11-20 11:52:03
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Thin_Inside on 2007-11-20 11:51:41
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Researching Alot
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So, I am actually feeling pretty good today. My weekend was very nice, really relaxing, I needed that.
I am on an all natural schedule for my OCD. I take like 8 different herbs at different times in the day, I also am on a no caffeine & sugar diet. I cannot have any stimulants...
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Thin_Inside on 2007-11-19 11:22:03
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Yeah, Ive seen doctors.
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So, I guess I come off sounding like I havent seeked help for this stuff before.
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truth is I have been to doctor after doctor for years. Same with
phychologists. You can only do that for so long, then it just get to be
redundent. They really dont help that much. They mean...
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Posted by:
Thin_Inside on 2007-11-15 15:30:50
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