I actually think ive made progress!! Been pretty much a whole day without texting him or wanting to, and i know he wont text me cos he knows im out tonight, and i dont mind! Reaaaaally miss him tho, stupid really cos if you think about how long we went without seeing eachother, now suddenly we both (allegedly) miss seeing eachother! Silly stuff! Hopefully guna see him tomorrow tho! Really hope i do, need to check with my mum but i have a good feeling that she might say yes, i think she should, just so i can go all shy on him again! But it always ends with a kiss :] and last time a bit more but i dont mind that at all.. Just no sex! Dont just wanna be a girl he shags.. I know that if i see him tomorrow he is going to make me tell him 'how i feel' thats what he's always asking! I just never know how to say it tho, i mean i like him ALOT and i think about him ALOT and i would reaallllly want us to be more than just friends but whenever i say that he says i have to be more specific, how more specific can i be!? What does he want, details of what i wanna do to him? Never know what to say =// which bugs me lotsssss! But i actually think im getting better so i dont mind that much, he dont think i am, but i actually am! cant deal with this not knowing stuff anymore - wanna know what it would be like!
So..
PLEASE LET ME SEE HIM TOMORROW!!!
=D
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