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You know, I thought that my first blog for this site would be my last for the night, but I think I'll write again. It's my meditation, that and solitaire. lol I'm also listening to this great music by Amelie. The song is called Comptine d'Un Autre Ete. It's gorgeous, and you can find it playing at www.bedtimetunes.com.
I'm somewhat stressed about a few things, and I'm proud to say that not a one of them is about Santos. lol I find it sad that most of my complaints reside around males and how much I like them/him. What kind of a feminist am I anyway? When everything I say or do or write is about love, and the opposite sex, it's kinda sad. There's definitely more to me than that.
Anyway. I'm sad about Christmas. I have 3 sisters and 5 brothers and only one brother and sister of mine are coming to Christmas.. not only that, but I'm also saddened by the fact that I have absolutely NO money at all to buy everyone gifts. Not even my mother or my sister. =( I was thinking about getting a credit card, but I'm not entirely sure about that. Credit Cards tend to get me into a lot of trouble. lol Any ideas ppl? I'll probably end up getting ppl presents for ppl after xmas then. Ha.
So this year has been one roller coaster ride for me. I broke up with Jason (bf of 2 years) in Janurary.... dated Aron.. dated York.. hung out with Aron again alllll summer.. lol completely wasted my summer.... started talking to a couple of different guys after that... and now... here I am!? lol Family issues are always brewing.. .. no difference there. But oh well. New Years Rule: Stop dating assholes, and stop putting up with ppls shit. STOP being a pushover. ah well. with that said, I think I'll leave.
much luv.
EMF
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Posted by ThemuseViola on 2007-12-12 21:37:20 | Rating: | Views: 48
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