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I'm so sick of being lonely. I can't stand the fact that I have no one to love... or to love me back.
I used to think I was this loner. The girl who didn't need anyone to make her feel whole.
But being alone, it's killing me. And I'm not talking about in the bed. I want love.
I want to wake up each morning knowing that there's someone who loves me no matter what I do, say or think. To know that they love me with every fiber of their being. To love me as much as I love them. And mean it everytime they say it. I want a relationship that will last. One that will keep surprising me with things I never knew about him. While at the same time remaining a constant reminder that I am loved. Someone who will do the little things to make me smile. That's all I ask. I'm sick of the ones who like you because they think it'll get them in your pants. No thanks. Sex doesn't always translate to love. But love, shouldn't be taken for granted. That word shouldn't be thrown around like it means nothing. I know it won't last when he says he loves me the first night we hang out. Because.. you can't love me that soon. You don't know me enough to love me. You don't know that I sometimes eat ice cream out of the carton. Or that I secretly watch starwars. You couldn't possibly know that I cry at the end of some movies, even though I claim I don't. Or that I can read a book straight through if I'm lonely. You can't know my plans for life such as joining the Peace Corps., adopting a baby boy, or traveling the world. You don't know that I hate eggs and milk, and that I write poetry. You don't know these things, because you don't know me. You can't love someone you don't know. |
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Posted by TheMidnightCowgirl on 2008-06-07 18:59:29 | Rating: | Views: 55
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I know what you mean...
I want it to be inconvenient; I want to sacrifice my life for it. I want the kind of love that wakes me up at 3am. I want the love that hurts, love that I have to work for. I want love that tests me. I want the kind of love that is hard to find, and hard to keep and never easy. I want the kind of love where you get hurt. I want love that makes me cry. I want to hold on even if it takes me through my worst nightmare. But most of all I want the kind of love thats worth it.
Is that about right?
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Posted by MiMiLock
on 2008-06-07 21:04:14
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