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Oh wow, if you thought i couldnt get any grosser, Im kind of talking to yet ANOTHER guy. His name is adam. We've known each other for almost four years now. He used to live 15 hours away from me, now he only lives 5 hours away. He's so good looking, but a long distance relationship?? ive already proved i cant do that! anyways, i was supposed to visit him at his college recently, but i backed out. Why? his ex's are all so skinny, and im not feeling very skinny. I drink and smoke weed all the time, both of which are appetite stimulants. AWESOME. right now I'm 5'2" and i weigh 125. When im constantly doing cocaine and I watch what I eat, i weigh about 115-110, my ideal weight. I wanted to be that weight when i saw adam for the first time in a year, but it didnt work out. Im so concerned with my weight!! its really annoying. I wish i had some coke right now....but im so broke. Im so broke that im having sex with a guy i hardly like so he can support my weed habit. i wish i could find a guy who I could fuck for coke. once again, CLASSY.
Back to adam. anyways, he's mad at me for backing out. he commented on my facebook page after i told him i was too sick to go. he said "whatever. I knewn this would happen." ouch....i cant say hey i would love to see you but im kinda being fat right now. Maybe i am crazy. I mean theres recent pictures of me all over my facebook, so he knows what i look like. I guess i just want to be good enough for him
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Posted by TheLier on 2007-11-14 14:59:29 | Rating: | Views: 58
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Boy, are you going to learn a few hard lessons when you least expect it. I have cheated before, and i used to lie alot. I got found out, lost my fiance', lost everything i had ever really loved. But you don't realise it until it's too late. The worst feeling i have ever felt is the feeling your world is slipping out from around you and you cannot stop it, no matter how much you try, or lie. Pick one guy and ditch the rest. Worst case, the one you pick doesnt work out, so move on to someone else - you don't seem to have a problem finding people.
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Posted by MySecretWorldofPain
on 2007-11-15 19:43:48
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