I have a boyfriend back home who loves me more then i understand. he even proposed to me last month. IM ONLY 18! I remember the feeling in my stomach when he did it, like i was about to throw up forever. I didnt even say yes, i didnt say anything. i still have the diamond ring but i never wear it unless Im around my boyfriend, who's name can be joe. I treat him like shit for the most part. I know he loves me too much to ever leave me so i can get away with quite alot. right now im cheating on him with 3 other guys. classy huh?

The Other boys

#2: His name can be JT. he's 20 and he's decent looking. I mostly like him because he smokes me out (weed) whenever I want. I guess that makes me a whore. Instead of paying for marijuana like normal people, I fuck for it. In a sence...I mean we've only had sex once. It was okay i guess...

#3: His name can be Tim. he's also 20, but he's gorgeous! He makes me smile a lot. Ive only known him a few months but he feels so familiar to me. We've also had sex, but he just got out of a serious relationship so he's not ready to be tied down again. figures.

#4: Ok, this makes me feel like a shitty gross slut. anyways, his name is Chris. He's my age, which is why i havent prosued much more than a friendship and a good friend with benefits. He's immature as fuck! I hope its ok i keep saying fuck. anywhom, he's funny, sweet, and cute, but i want more.