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Well, this is something I didn't think I would ever do. I mean who would want to read my thoughts or opinions? Well, I do. My opinion does count, I am a person no matter how people treat me. And I am not a victim. I am intelligent and outgoing by nature. I have learned to be a wallflower but that Hez is dead. Instead, here is The Hez, in all her sometimes crazy glory!!
Sometimes I wonder where my God has gone. The God I know to be true to His Word. Then I realize that it is not Him that has moved but that it is me!! I am the one that is different. I am the one that has turned away. He is always there waiting patiently for me to get sick of striving on my own and surrendering to the work of the Cross. When will I allow myself to be blessed through my obedience? When will I let go of my pride and do what is required no matter how difficult that is? I don't honestly know. I am not pleased with my life and while I am sure of my eternal place in the heavenlies, I am not prepared to stand before God and account for all the ways I have failed him and wasted the gifts He has freely given me. The only requirement being my stewardship. Oh Lord, how I fail You over and over yet You love me forever and ever with a love I can not begin to grasp!
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Posted by TheHez on 2008-07-11 22:48:08 | Rating: | Views: 27
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