I wish. I wish I had that great of an excuse as to why I have not blogged. Actually I resided in a large city called Loserville. It has a large population. I moved there temporarily but now I am back. So, what happened?
Well, first of all I have been working a lot and the project ended so I am back to my normal schedule. During the project I was so tired at the end of the day that I didn't feel like touching a computer when I got home. Fair enough.
Around this same time I realized I was getting closer to a certain ill-fated date. Well, I am about to turn th-th-th...I can't write it. I'm sure you've guessed the age, by now.
During the last few months I've been really bummed about it. I guess you could say I was a little depressed. If you call almost in tears because Dunkin Donuts was closed depressed, then yes I was.
Then, my husband stepped in and verbally slapped me. He said some great things and really encouraged me but that wasn't enough. So, I looked online to see if there were women who felt like I did. You know, some moral support. But those articles were even more depressing. I can't be the only one who felt this way? Am I?
I guess I just snapped out of it on my own. I threw down that egg, bacon and cheese sandwich and realized it's just another year. It's not the end of everything. Shut up, quit stuffing your face, smile and get on with it. There are much more bigger things to worry about and in the grand scheme of things, this is really not that big of a deal. Yes, the Oscar goes to me for my dramatic role in the movie, 29: The True Tale Of A Woman Determined To Stop Time And Failing Miserably...or....29 Part II: The True Tale Of A Woman Who Couldn't Stop Time But Did Eat Her Feelings. This drama queen deserves it!
Now that I've accepted the fact I will be th-th-th (this is going to take some time) I feel I can move forward. As my husband said, "This can be your best year" He is right. 
Truth is, I am still a little sad especially since I keep getting free food coupons in my email because my birthday is next week. But, I feel that will pass once I get used to saying or writing it.
And, of course I was supposed to post pictures of me before and after. Even though I didn't get down to where I wanted, I will still post very soon after I do some massive Photoshopping. I kid, I kid.
Take Care!
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