Today I came to the realization that things are not always as they seem. Not that I didn't kow that before but sometimes something hits you in the face that truly makes you stop and take a second look at your own life and relationships. Is there anyone out there that truely has a......Read More
A three day weekend. Fiday the 4th didn't go that good. Ken did his usually thing. Bitched about the house (mike and cherie's rental) bitched about taking the dog for a walk with us. Didn't want to go back to the house before the fireworks, sat on a log and bitched,......Read More
The other night I prayed that if we were suppose to go to mac then it would happen. We didn't even have rooms yet. The next day we had rooms. I guess that means we are suppose to go. I am disappointed that the kids can not go with us. I wish more then anything......Read More
Last week where I live a man walked in a business a shot a worker that had only been trying to help him. The one who died left behind 4 children and a wife. He was only 33. He went into work to check on one thing and was then to leave on vacation with his wife and......Read More
It's friday night. I have gotten about 8 hrs of sleep in the past two days. ugh!!
We have the sale tomorrow trying to get money for mac. Somethings never change. Ken said he would ask for money the first of june then july but still has not asked. He just keeps......Read More
My mood today is just blah. Mac is around the corner and I'm not truly excited about it. I have been let dow so may times by him that I expect this trip to not go well. His promise last week to stop driking and smoking lasted one day. He didn't drink one night and......Read More
He didn't drink tonight. We didn't have nothing here. He helped Josh move the desk and computer. He didn't say the ormal when he's drinking I love you. There was o hugs or anything. I can't win on this one. Drink and hear all the good things or don't drink......Read More
Again another year of Mac races are done. It went better then I had hoped. Ken stayed along the first night but after that he slept thru most the other nights. I still went out and still had fun. I didn't see the fireworks which I told him I did. I guess a part of me......Read More