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   TheDance's Blogs in May 2008
I have the answer
I knew I was in for a battle, but I didn't think it would be this hard.  He came back on his terms.  I couldn't "bitch" about the drinking.  He said he wanted to still be friends with her (my now ex friend) but that he would understand.  The drinking is now......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-01 23:05:45 |  Rating: | Views: 23 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cheating  lies  relationship  marriage  love  all tags 
monday after mac
The weekend went ok.  The parts that were bad I am sure he really doesn't remember.  That's good.  What started off the night before with her showing up here and him almost not going turned out ok for the most part.  He got to drunk for me. the one day (sat) he started......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-05 21:50:16 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
a new dance.
Are we on the road to fixing this marriage?  I ask myself that a lot lately.  Most of the time I would say yes.  I pray this is all worth it. I pray he does not let me down and hurt me again.  I know that is a real possiblity.  If I let those thoughts enter in my head......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-06 22:33:29 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
thoughts
Sat, A week ago we were at Mac.  Sat night was not good at times, it ended ok with a few drinks.  This week has been good.  A lot of wine but he is trying.  I see his love for me when he drinks.  I know it is there all the time but he has trouble showing it when he......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-10 22:21:25 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
taking chances
It's been awhile since I wrote.  I think a lot about things but haven't wrote in a week.  The drinking since mac is still there.  No less sometimes ore.  I asked for one a week off  and it didn't happen yet.  I know tonight he thinks he didn't drink......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-14 22:31:49 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
saturday
Saturday 5-18-08 Same thing as always.  He is passed out.  I am sure he would say just sleeping but that's not the case.  It's ok because I can sit here and right this and go to bed and not have to try and talk to someone who won't remember what I said anyway.  When......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-17 22:18:36 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
I am stronger
Today I am stronger.  I have survice the loss of a husband, the divorce of anther one who cheated, and now I am hanging on to a marriage that has involved alchol and him cheating  with a friend of mine.  Music helps me get thru it.  It helps me say the things I can not put......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-18 22:18:56 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
To those who care
To those who wonder why I took back my husband who cheated on me.  To those who wonder how I live with an alcoholic.  To those who have seen me cry until I can't breath.  To those who think I deserve better.  To those who know and love me and want me to be happy.  To......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-18 22:57:41 |  Rating: | Views: 115 | Comments: 1 | Tags: thoughts  cheating  friends  marriage  strength 
5-20-08
Today went ok.  Ken did not drink tonight.  He claims he will not drink during the week.  We'll see how long that last.  I am proud of him now, but I know it will change.  It is a sham to feel this way but I have no expectations.  That way he can not let me......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-20 21:59:35 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 
the reason
All things happen for a reason they say.  I ask myself if it's true.  I would have to say yes.  He cheated it hurt.  Did anything good come from it?  Yes.  We are better then before.  He is trying.  I feel he loves me.  I feel he really is......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-27 21:50:54 |  Rating: | Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 

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