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The past twenty-four hours have been interesting, to say the least.
I couldn't go to a party because I had no ride. And, as it turns out, the guy that was having the party was trying to get in touch with me to see if I wanted to come. Too bad my only means of getting there was on the other side of town, entertaining other people. So, I ended up staying home and messing around on Facebook.
I found out some very interesting things about a certain friend of mine from high school. That was an enlightening, five-hour conversation. Lots of talk about what we're good at, if you know what I mean. In the middle of that conversation, I ended up promising to sleep with him when he gets in town for the Holidays. Now that I think about it, I don't really want to. But, then again, I don't want to all of a sudden back out on what I promised. I guess it's just one of those promises that you feel you have to keep, even when you don't want to. I mean, I don't really see getting a relationship out of it, nor do I really want to anymore. I think that's what fucked me up.
Then, today, I ended up telling my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend's ex-boyfriend that I've liked him ever since I met him. Unfortunately, we were dating other people. People that introduced us to each other. Weird. But he's smart, gorgeous, funny, and we share the same taste in music. The only thing that may present a problem is the fact that he's Presbyterian (I don't know if I spelled that correctly). I never want to get in the way of anyone's religious or spiritual beliefs, but I'm not one to act innocent around anyone, either. Hell, I don't act innocent around the cops. That, and the fact that it's a big possibility that he doesn't give a flying rat's ass about how I feel about him. He may love to hang out with me someday, but I shouldn't go reading anything into it. That's how I always get myself in trouble.
Now, I'm waiting for my best friend to get to my House for the other other side of town so that we can go to his friend's house, and we can play Guitar Hero. I'm addicted to that game, next to any Mortal Kombat game.
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