The pastor likes me.

The airman loves me.

What do I do?

The pastor will only be in Houston for four months out of a year, and he has other "interests" in Virginia.  The airman will be Mississippi for the next seven months for training.  The pastor wants to "wait and see." The airman has kind of invited me to live in Mississippi while he's in training.  The pastor knows that I still love someone.  The airman doesn't know about the pastor.  

What do I do? 

In other news, I'm pretty sure that I'm getting my tattoo kit today.   Fucking awesome!!  

I'll comeback and update when I get home.  (As if anyone actually reads this.)