Well, the boss came in this morning running late.
I told her about the cooler going out and she told me it was probably just a tripped breaker, which it was. They don’t bother to tell employees where these breakers are when they train them.
I went home and snagged that mattress. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it. It is in damn near perfect condition.
I get the honor of disinfecting it now.
The rain left everything muddy.
A guy that I knew from a well drilling job I did 3 years ago came in the store this morning. He claims to be giving me a suburban whose parts will trade out on my pickup. Time will tell if he calls and if he is true to his word. It would be nice as I could get my POS pickup looking half way decent.
Any way, I went home dog shit tired. I checked my sites and talked to shemelts.
Send her good thoughts and patience as she cares for her husband!
She won't take my advice and just keep him on painkillers! LOL
I passed out and woke up around 12:30.
I had no coffee so I went to the store and grab coffee and chips.
I went back home and talked to Alex. He is full of shit about the classes. The college he was looking at doesn’t offer those classes. I found that out last night from searching online.
I lay back down after tugging one out and eating and was up right before the alarm went of at 7 pm. I had a weird dream and I am trying to remember it to type and draw it out.
I reset the alarm for 9 pm and tossed and turned.
A little after 9 pm, I realized that I hadn’t talked to Renee, so I called her. She was fine and will be home Thursday sometime. She was still upset at her coworkers because they were still ignoring her.
I came to work and the store was relatively clean. Since it is my Friday, I ain’t doing shit.
I was finished with everything roughly at 11pm.
Eileen called looking for a friend of a friend. She just got up and didn’t realize it was so late. She had the music blaring in the back ground so I am sure there is a party going on over there. The guy whose number she wanted is a drug dealer, so it doesn’t take much to figure out what she wanted.
Mex came in and we talked for a long time. He never mentioned HER though he did mention he was down near where SHE is.
Now why would e be down there? He has no family or connections down there. Plus where he went to the halfway mark between HER and here. Humm…the same place she traveled to pick up her daughter.
It’s a long stretch to buy that but it is there.
Oh, yeah. He gets the girl and wins 50 bucks on a 2-dollar scratch off ticket as well.
Lucky Bastard!
SHE hasn’t emailed me back. I will give HER a few days and then email HER first.


I just found out that my replacement for my next two days off is claiming to be sick with the flu so I may end up working straight through. I need the money so I won’t complain.
It will ruin my plans for tomorrow night, not that I had any plans. It will ruin the possibilities of plans.

I know I am older and does asking questions about your future come with that? I think about that only a year from now I could be at a good job making 3 times as much as I do now.
I could be out of debt in two years.
My chances to be with the woman of my desires will be so much better than they are now.
I could have some respect on my job rather than discontent for a lowly clerk. Most people think that - at least around here.
Am I trying to reconnect with something in my life that is being ignored? I am not talking about HER. I am talking about something that is there that I don’t.
What ever that is.

Storms kicked in again tonight and it rained. I love the rain as long as it is not blowing rain.
For some reason the rain makes me think about shit.
Where am I in life?
Where am I going?
Am I going there alone?
Why can’t I get out of debt?
Why is there air?
Why does god allow dogs to lick their own balls and not human males?
Why does your dick point to the left when you masturbate with your right hand and vise versa?
Are porno women REALLY that horny or just bad actors?

Its like the rain falls and it is telling me to make up my mind about some of the questions I have. Or even the rain falls and is telling me that the questions are being answered.

I don’t know. I am hearing the rain talk to me so you tell me how tight my nuts are screwed on!