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I am not any calmer than I was when I discovered Amanda’s new fuck buddy.
That was several hours ago.
I will never understand the universe.
How someone can love someone and be intentionally rejected or universally denied true love from the one that captures his heart?
No one is online or at home so I have no one to talk to even to BS.
I of course can’t sleep.
My mind is not in the mood to sleep
It is in the mood to show me visions of Amanda and Chuck falling in love.
I just don’t get why her confession appeared only a week before she is to move back here to work.
Out of the 5 comments listed on his page, 4 are from another woman.
Only the latest is from Amanda.
It’s funny that she put him as her number one friend and she is number 18 out of 28.
My heart wants to believe that this Chuck is the rebound guy that will use and hurt her before she returns here.
I guess I am stupid to believe something so exact considering that not one fucking thing in my life is normal.
I am physically sick to my stomach
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Posted by TheAmandaChronicles on 2008-07-19 13:57:39 | Rating: | Views: 80
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i'm reading all your entries because it sounds exactly like what happened to me this past weekend. sick to my stomach is exactly how i described it also.
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Posted by Angel125664
on 2008-07-21 16:43:59
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